Currently Listening To;

Emmy Rossum- Slow me Down

Rushing and racing and running in circles

moving so fast I'm forgetting my purpose

blur of the traffic is sending me spinning

getting nowhere

my head and my heart are colliding chaotic

pace of the world I just wish I could stop it

Try to appear like I've got it together

I'm falling apart

Save me

somebody take my hand and lead me

slow me down

don't let love pass me by

just show me how

cause I'm ready to fall

slow me down

don't let me live a lie

before my life flies by

I need you to slow me down

sometimes I fear that I might disappear in the blur of fast forward I falter again

forgetting to breathe

I need to sleep

I'm getting nowhere

all that I've missed I see in the reflection

pass me while I wasn't paying attention

tired of rushing, racing and running

I'm falling apart

tell me

oh won't you take my hand and lead me

slow me down

don't let love pass me by

just show me how

cause I'm ready to fall

slow me down

don't let me live a lie

before my life flies by

i need you to slow me down

just show me

i need you to slow me down

slow me down

slow me down

the noise of the world is getting me caught up

chasing the clock and i wish i could stop it

just need to breathe

somebody please

slow me down

P.S: I really need to slow down... i bet everyone does... Don't worry.. God will do it for you... ^.^

My BIG MAN, my Father, my best friend, my true friend, my faithful friend, my everything.

IS JESUS!!! :)

Currently Listening To;

When You Look Me In The Eyes

If the heart is always searching,

Can you ever find a home?

I've been looking for that someone,

I'll never make it on my own

Dreams can't take the place of loving you,

There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting

To be with you again

Gonna tell you that I love you

In the best way that I can.

I can't take a day without you here,

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,When you look me in the eyes.

More and more,

I start to realize,

I can reach my tomorrow,

I can hold my head up high,

And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When I hold you in my arms,

I know that it's forever.

I just gotta let you know,

I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When I hold you in my arms

I know that its forever

I Just gotta let you know

I never wanna let you go

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

Oh

P.S: Don't just say I love you to your boyfriend/girlfriend. Say it to God and your parent's more. Trust me. They know what it means more than anybody else. *wink*

BROKEN

Date:21st&22nd of March 2008
Venue:Glad Tidings PJ. At the Maranatha Hall
Time: For 21st-8.30, For 22nd-5.00

Want to know the address of my church. Just call me. Or add me in msn= emelia_rockworld@hotmail.com.

What's it all about??

Synopsis:When Eddie's perfect world starts to shatter around him, he desperately agrees to a risky business deal. In an intense cross-fire, lives are jeopardised and he is now left with one final decision that will decide his eternity…When all is broken, is there hope?
broken is an originally written drama set in contemporary times where survival depends on the success rate of taking risks - business deals pulling through, investments earning returns with a quick turnaround, being at the right place at the right time. Chance? No. It all boils down to the one thing that makes or breaks you....
Decisions.
In broken, we find a family man striving for a better life for his loved ones. After many years, Eddie's plans finally come to fruition, only for him to be confronted with this....

In that one poignant moment, a decision is made that alters his life and the lives of others.broken seeks to approach and give meaning to the decisions that we make daily. Perhaps to challenge a change of perspective of how trivial but significant these decisions are or can be, especially when they concern your life.Scriptwriter Stevie Heong says it aptly, "....what we decide today determines where we go tomorrow.....".Join us as we find out what happens to Eddie this Easter at GTPJ.broken opens on Good Friday and will run for two consecutive days, March 21st @ 8.30pm & March 22nd @ 5.00pm at GTPJ.Cast (played by):Eddie - Derrick ChoySteph (Eddie's wife) - Lau Wai PingAh Ken (Eddie's friend) - Kenneth KohJin (Eddie's friend) - Lim Cheng JinPastor - Goh Yat Hwa

If YOU wanna come. But you have transport problem. Call me or e-mail me. Its an incredible easter production. If you miss it. You lose it!! God Bless ya'll!!

P.S: Watch this trailer of BROKEN http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hTIVUnX98u8

Babi in school!!

School school school school!! Its making me sick!! Especially the teachers!! As a prefect in school... the teachers have taken away all of the authority and power from the prefects.. We no longer hold the authority and power to do our work. If your only wearing that stupid prefect uniform in school and your not doing anything. Its just plain rubbish and crap. Its even worse than crap!! That teacher....oh ya... whats her name??? her name is cik lim!!! I never liked her since form 1 til now... I have this head prefect.(i wouldn't wanna name him) I guess he's trying to please teachers and please himself.. That he became the most miserable person in this world that i've ever seen. Believe me. This morning in church. I've learned that, humans in this world. We're trying so hard to please the ppl around us. Ppl change, 1 day they like you the other day they don't. Ppl are so self centered. We should please God rather than please all these ppl. Pleasing God is what we should do. Coz God can provide us with the best of the best. The only way to please God. Is to have faith in Him. It only takes faith. And theres no other way. Everything we do as prefects in school. Are being controled by the school teachers. Is it becoz of 1 bad prefect and they blame it all on that prefects?? I seriously don't get it. If you want us to be prefects... Then why are you doubting us?? It's just so wrong man.. so wrong.. We are suppose to have power and authorithy to do our work. Not doing our work without power and authority. Just only with the uniform. What's the use?? With a good uniform and image. And you doing nothing. Thats rubbish!! It is totally absurd.. I'm tired of the school..tired of the prefects who makes themselves miserable and act like crap! And most of all.. tired of the teachers!! all these bullshit self-centered ppl.. And my head prefect.. He no longer wants to believe in choy meng and all the ajk's.. And right now.. He's "personal" assistants are... i think that i wouldn't wanna name them... I bet you that he forgot who he is.. He doesn't even trust he's own ppl anymore.. Being self-centered and trying to please others just makes him a sad strange little man.. The other day.. I just overheard cik lim lecturing and bugging choy meng to fix things up. I mean whats the use of fixing things up if the other person doesn't wanna open up and fix it too. Use some brains la.. If its so easy. You do it la.. The thing is not about getting things right.. But its about doing things the right way... trying to solve things but your not! I'm sorry..but i have to say this... all those malays and those teachers... whatever they say that their "oh so holy" god is... and whatever false things that they believe in... just makes them the fools of fools.. get what i mean?? I've learned an extremely valuable lesson in church today.. Why should i be angry and feeling disappointed for all these babi in school. I don't need to anymore.. Coz i'm going to do things my way and my style. Whether they like it or not i don't care! I'm not afraid of offending ppl... If you wanna make me angry.. I'll offend you til you go cry to your "oh so holy" god... And if your god doesn't answer you... then i am so PROUD! to bring you to my church and get deliverence from the real God!! I don't need to please all these babi anymore... And the only person who i'm gonna please is God.. and only God!! You babi-s think that your all grown up and so smart and all.. but the truth and righteous speaks for itself!! Not you anymore you babi-s! You are not the boss of me now!! Only God is the boss of me!! All my dear prefects out there!! You do not need to listen or follow a word that the teachers say anymore... Ooooppss... sorry... i mean those babi-s.. We have the power and authority in our hands.. We can do our work!! Show them we can!! Show them that we're the winners and their the sad little miserable ppl!! Choy meng and the ajk's!! Start taking your places and doing your responsiblity as a leader!! You don't need to care about the head prefect or whatever anymore!! you work for yourself and the school!! not him or any of the babi-s!!! you hear me??!!! We are better than what ppl think we are!!! Start enduring and stop letting your insecurities and mood effect you!!! if they don't like it!! we like it!!! Believe in yourself!!! Prefects!! start doing what your suppose to do!! you don't need to listen to those babi-s anymore!! stop being lazy!!! we are a family!!! you don't need to care about what ppl want or think of us anymore!!! if you do not want to be apart of this community.. then STAY OUT!! If you wanna fight us... sorry.. we don't fight back... But WE outSMART you!!!! Prefects GO GO GO!!! KAMI BOLEH!!!

Currently Listening to;

Stop and Stare

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
"Never glance" is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're trying to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

In my shoes...

Day by day. I walk in these foot steps. Always wandering, will it make a difference if I stopped or turn back? I wander from time to time. I never stopped wandering. Should I stop now?? Or should I continue walking in these shoes?? Feels like time is going so slowly. But everyday has been passing by so quickly. Life feels so unfair. I should have thrown it and find something new. Something new just for me. But, would it be too selfish of me?? Would it?? The voice within me... Pls answers me, tell me... Lord, I need You like i need my shoes everyday. Without you, i can't walk, i don't feel comfortable. Without You Lord, my feet would have lots of injuries by now. Looking into my broken shoes. I cry, and i feel so much sorrow. Maybe its time to find a new shoe. It is time. Goodbye my friend. We'll meet again someday..... someday~

P.S: Btw, i was really talking about my shoes... their really broken and they really don't look good anymore.. And my mum still doesn't wanna buy a new 1 for me... syaks!!

In my shoes....