SPM 1st Week & This Week

Last week, had BM, BI and SEJ. SEJ was awful!!!!!! Not only I can't rmb what to write. But I had panic attacks!! Gosh... How much can a human being take??! I don't think that I am able to pass for SEJ.. God.. SAVE ME!! Anyway, BM and BI was good. Especially BI, its a piece of cake. Okay, maybe I shouldn't take it that lightly. But it is definitely way more easier than BM and SEJ.

This week was Maths, Moral and Add Maths!! I was so worried about Maths becoz I have never been good in Maths. I really worked hard doing exercises and stuff. One day before the exam. I already had doubts that I couldn't do it. But God sent an angel and she gave me a call(yess... I'm talking about you hun=)) God heard my cry and He lifted me up! While doing the paper, even though I don't know how to do quite a lot of questions. I tried my best and stuck through it like a champ!! Praise the Lord Amen??!

Moral was terrible too. I memorized the nilais SO DARN FREAKING HARD!! Few more hours before the exam. I PANICKED! When I opened the exam paper. I totally forgot the definisis'... -.-"... Just.Great. Add Maths was even worse today!!! I had major headaches after I finish paper 2!!.. But thank God.. That it is over now..!! 3 more papers to GO!!

I just want to share with you all that, no matter what happens, how BIG you think your struggles are.. Nothing is IMPOSSIBLE for God!! He will deliver you from whatever that You are going through right now. Though I had panic attacks and stuff. He still calmed me down at the end. And He lets me know that He is with me all the time=)...

GIVE THANKS TO THE LORD PPL!! =]

Cell Group Yesterday! =D

Had cell yesterday like every friday.. Yesterday was just really awesome like everyday friday is. Even though we're not the perfect cell group with over 20++ members like other cells do. But we are all special in our very own ways Amen? I mean come on.. I am more proud of my cell than ever. My members are great(even though they make me wanna kill them sometimes). And we all support each other... We makan supper together every friday night.. We talk, we chat about things.. We share more about God,about life..

We're just like a BIG family from diff sets of parents. Thats right.. We are brothers and sisters in Christ..!! Amen! hahaha...=D... We pray for each other in times of need, care for each other, lecture one another (actually, its only me.. hahaha!! XD). Though at times we may not be happy about the cell. But we stuck through it and we did it together..!! Yesterday in cell, my brothers did word.. And I couldn't be more proud of them(even though we're kind of lost on what they were talking aboutXP).

While typing this post I could honestly tell you that I am crying. Being a cell leader for almost two years.. Really made a change in my life. I grew a lot.. Learned so much about life and God.. About His love for me and His children.. I learned how to be more patient with others as everyone is not perfect. I learned to give others a second chance. I really definitely learned a lot. And I learned and grew a genuine sisterly love towards all my cell members who are not even in the same blood line as me.

Thinking about leaving cell soon and going to NS really makes my heart ache. I really want to be with them at all times and really want to continue serving Him. But unfortunately, I have to go to NS. So I guess I'll be serving Him over there to share the word of this Miracle giving God.

Msg to Members:
Hey DaRLings!! =).. I know I am going to leave soon.. And you won't be seeing me for 3 months next year.. But always know that each and everyone of you have a special place in my heart. And I am going to miss all of you a lot~! You all better be good and listen to Romeo and Rino kay?? Love you all so muchie! Rmb yea.. when I come back.. I want to see all of you having a slight change in ur life and spiritual life kay?? I belive you all can do it!! Amen?? For the one more month that we are going to spend together.. Lets make it the best month ever la kay? (we'll continue it again after I come back from NS kay?? hehehe) I LOVE YOU ALL!! HUUGGSSS!!! =)

HAVING CELL TONIGHT!! ME VERY EXCITED!! XD... GOD BLESS EVERY1!!! I'LL VE PRAYING FOR EVERY1 WHO ARE TAKING SPM!! LOVES!!

P.S: God knows ur struggles.. Commit it to HIM! =)

2pm 1:59pm album without Leader Jaebum=(

Okay, I only have 20 more mins to finish this post until I go back to studying.. AGAIN!! Anyway, one of my favourite korean boyband are having some probs lately. No.1 their beloved leader (Jaebum) left the group about 3months ago because some nosy fan found his my space and in his myspace he wrote"koreans are gay" and bla bla bla.. It was 3 or 4 years ago when he wrote that! He was just a teenager back then. Being American born and having to move to another country, learning how to get used to it, learning how to speak korean while u can only speak english is just tough man.

I don't know what happened to him back then that made him said that but it must have been hard for him and he was alone in korea at that time. But anyway, he apologized for it publicly and yet, korean fans just wouldn't let it go. So instead of troubling his band mates, he decided to leave. But news are are saying that he'll be coming back soon after all the petitions that the fans had signed or made and the "fans" from korea begged him to come back -.-"...

He would either not or will come back. Which I definitely hope he will. Cause 2pm is just not the same without him. As you all have seen on my post tittle 2pm has released their 1st full length album call "1:59pm". I guess any human being with common sense will know why the album is call 1:59 pm right? I'll just make it clear for u guys anyway. Its because without jaebum, its just not complete and they will never be 2pm.

The whole album is mainly about their struggles now trying to stick together as a group without their leader and having to learn that he is leaving and stuff. And having to deal with the fans in korea who just WON'T STOP bugging them about their leader's departure. I mean, they are the reason for why he left anyway. I think that jaebum has really learned his lesson. At the end of the day he apologized and yet ppl just won't give him a break. Until they drove him away =.=".. This album is definitely emo and dark. Even their looks now are emo.. Gosh.. I really kesian the boys. Even though the songs are emo. The whole album is quite good=).. As in the style of the music and stuff.. Even though 2 or 3 songs are with the same chords over and over again..-.-".. But overall its a good album and they really showed their emotions in it. As in, you can really feel their anger and frustation. Thats all it takes to make a good album=)...

From left, Chan sung, Junsu, Wooyoung(my hubby), Jaebum(my hubby), Junho, Nichkhun, Taecyeon(also, my hubby XD)...

Here is 2pm when jaebum was still with them.. One of the pic have taecyeon missing.. Which I don't know why.. haha!

This is the Cover of their new album!!

This is a video of their song "Heartbeat" its a really cool song. Even though the lyrics are stating "she".. But like I said, its actually mainly for and about Jaebum. Okay, I have to really say that I am not really a fan of this video. In a way its quite creative. But its still very... errr... I just don't know how to put it.. I just really didn't like the snake part and the dance moves in the beginning of the song.. But this video really showed our human heart when its in pain and stuff.. You can feel it but they pictured it for us. I definitely hope that they will find success in this album even without their leader Jaebum. Cause a musician being criticized and not getting good reviews of their work.. Is just suicide. But if I'm right, this album will definitely be a big hit.. Anyway, enjoy the video anyways! Gtg now.. Byebye!!

P.S: God told me once to give the people around me a 2nd chance like He always does.. Will you do the same?