Yeah... I Miss You :)

Chris Tomlin - Unfailing Love (with lyrics)

When the song says, "And everything.. You hold in Your hand.. Still You make time for me.. I can't understand".. I truly cannot and can never understand why can God love me and YOU so much.. His love is just too overwhelming.. And its too MUCH... TOO MUCH... I just can't describe how much I love and adore You Lord.. Because of Your unfailing LOVE... Yeahh... Your unfailing LOVE..

Waiting... Hmmmpphh..

hhhhmmmmphhss... I'm right here waiting... *smiles/pouts*

EXCITED!!

YUP!! I'm really really REALLY EXCITED!! About what you say?? Guess la... guess guess guess... *clock ticking* *3 DAYS later....*

-.-"....



OKAY! nvm.. xD... I'm uber excited for COLLEGE!! YESH, COLLEGE!! I know its another few weeks away. Or should I say in about a month or so. BUT! After rotting at home for so so so SO MANY months.. I tak boleh tahan adi... MUST DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE!! MUST STUDY! Plus, I'm so excited to learn ALL about nursing! :)... Weeee~ *jumps up&down!* Hehehehe...



I'm going to be like the smartiest smarty PANTS in coll. Yes, the kid that answers everything the teacher asks'... (as if.. xP)


And switch to NERD mode whenever theres exams and stuff... Lol...

Warning: The excitement for college is not permanent. xD

Submission

The dictionary says that submission means "The act of submitting; the act of yielding to power or authority; surrender of the person and power to the control or government of another; obedience; compliance." Wow, its a lot of things all together. Today is my 7th day of fasting and prayer and I sensed God giving me the word "Submission". As what the dictionary explains, submission is obedience, surrender and submitting to the highest authority. To me, its God that I should submit to. I'm really not sure how to do ALL of those things together that equals to submission.

Its going to be quite tough though.. I could hardly obey Him at all times and now He wants me to submit to Him..? O.O.. I kinda wondered today... "Father, aren't You asking for too much? Ehehehe...".. But I found this scripture.. and it tells me why I should..

"Where do wars and fights come from among you? Do they not come from your desires for pleasure that war in your members?....... Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you" James 4:1,7


Thats why... And I know that, God isn't asking becoz He wants a lot from me. Its becoz He loves and cares for me. And He just want me to stay close to Him and becareful:).. Love You Lord:)..

*being submissive*

Me is STRONG!!

YESHH!! I'm a STRONG WOMAN! xD... A friend of mine told me to be strong last night. Because, God can only use me mightily if I am. I definitely want to be strong. Not just physically la.. But mentally and spiritually for sure! I realized that, if I'm not strong. I can't accomplish a lot of things. Thus, time is wasted. 2nd day of fasting&prayer today. Being strong really spoke to me for sure. And asked the Lord to grant me the strength, courage, boldness, wisdom and focus in everything that I do.

I'm already 18. Okay, maybe not officially 18 yet. But going to be soon.xD.. I gotta take things like a big girl already. Of course I will probably cry and stuff. But I always know that He is my refuge, fortress and strength. I can always look to Him:).. The world is not going to end even if ONE bad thing happens. YEAH! BE STRONG!! *shows tough face* GGGRRRR.... xD





Yeah.. You better watch out cause those are some guns that I have there.. *kononnya* xP



"Imma whip you upside down if you ever DARE cross my LINE! "... Lol.. scary betul xD
OKays.. Gotta chao now! RAWR!! xD


"Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34

"Be strong and courageous, because you will lead these people to inherit the land I swore to their forefathers to give them." Joshua 1:6

*being strong*

Autumn Leaves:)

I remembered the 1st time I saw autumn leaves,(on TVxP)it was when I was a little girl. I don't know why, but autumn has always been one of my favourite seasons. Yes, before spring. Haha.. I've always been fascinated by the warm and calming colours of autumn and also the shape of its leaves. I know it sounds unusual but I like them a lot:).. Looking at the colours and the leaves just somehow calms me down. Me likey! :)

Isn't it warming and wonderful? =)

Ah yes... The beautiful autumn leaves...

Woi... Little gurl! Becareful to where you throw those leaves! Lol.. So random la.. xP...

Bring me to you, AUTUMN!! Weeee...~ ;)

The Path Where I Drive/Crash:P

Driving lesson was really bad today. Got scolded a LOT by the uncle today. He almost wanted to hit me a few times. I know and can feel it. But nevermind. Its over now. While I was driving and getting scolded by the uncle I was praying a lot and asking peace from God. I realized that, life is not easy task at all(duh).. just like driving.. You tend to drive through a few holes, engine dying, and also a lot of other things here and there. But all in all, thats life.. The road ahead may seem so far and sometimes tough..

I might just crash & burn sometimes... and really hurt myself badly. :(

But I know that I can always talk to Him and count on Him.. :)

BLESSED MOTHER'S TO YOU MUMMY!!!! :)... BIIIGGG HUGGGSSS & KISSSESS!!