I LOVE YOU

Woke up at 10am yesterday because I wasn't feeling that well. Christopher came to write/make/compose the song with me for Christmas@Home. Chris wanted to do the tunes for the song and he wants me to do the writing. But we ended up doing both. He did more of the tunes since he has the guitar on his hand and I did more of the writing since it is my song and my story.

We started at 11am-12++pm. Nope, we didn't finish the song at that time. We stopped because we got stuck after writing the verse. So then, we took a break. Which lasted for 3 hours? Hahaha. I took a nap since I was not feeling well. Piano teacher came at 3.30pm until 5pm. Then we continued again at 5pm-6.30pm. No we're not pros. Yes, though we finished the song in about 4 hours plus that doesn't make us pros right? The reason why is because we're running out of time and the event is this friday. We didn't want to make more adjustments here and there because we're afraid that we will spoil the song even more. Lol.

To give you my most honest opinion, I don't think that the song is good. But since it is my first song, I guess I am kind of proud of it. Did record the song down just in case we forgot how it sounds like. Not being to post it yet because the sound quality of my Camera is B.A.D. So yea, will look for someone who has a good camera with a good sound quality soon. No worries, I promise I will upload it here. In the mean time, here are some pics of the procedure on writing the song call. I LOVE YOU.

Here is chris strumming on the guitar trying to figure out the chords on the tune I gave him.

Me trying to figure out the tunes on the piano.

I know the pics is not clear. Sorry about that. In case you are wondering what those are. Those are the chords and lyrics that we wrote down for the song.

Wondering where is Chris? I have no idea.. o.O

THERE!! He is BACK! I think we were arranging and adjusting a few things here and there.

Chris and I got a headache when we got stuck on what to do.

Anyway, this is about it. Wonder who is the photographer? My brother, Rino. Haha! Btw, here is the lyrics and chords for the song. You can try playing it with ur guitar, piano or whatever instrument that you play.

I LOVE YOU

Written by: Emelia Cheng & Christopher Chan, Produced by: Christopher Chan & Emelia Cheng

Intro

E B C#m A (2X)

Verse

E

The day You found me Lord

A

I was lost and blinded

C#m A

When my spirit's hiding

C#m B
In the darkness..

E

Where theres no place to go

A

Struggling and falling

C#m B

To the place where theres no way out

Chorus

E

You save me Lord

C#m

You took me in

A

When everybody sees me

B

As a nobody

E C#m

You clothe me with Your love and mercy

A

And You said

B A

Just know I love You

Bridge

A B

But You never gave up

C#m B

On me

A B

And You never left me

C#m B

Alone

Basically, this song is about when I was in my down times. Though I did not really believe in Him and I did not accept Him as my Saviour. He still came for me and He told me He love me. It touched my heart and I believe Him and has accepted Him as Lord and Saviour now.

Will try to post the song soon. Pls wait kay? Thanks guys.. Hope you like the lyrics to the song. LoveS!

P.S- Will update about APYAC(Asia Pasific Youth Alive Conference) SOON!!

JANG WOOYOUNG <3

As I am such a fan of this Korean boy band call 2PM. I definitely love 1 of the guy in it. His name is Jang Wooyoung. And he is officially my current hubby!!! xD.. Yes we ARE married..*as if*..
I know he is not the oh so "handsome" guy. But he is definitely cute and he has a unique touch on his look. I don't know why. But I am always drawn to guys who looks unique in a way. Like his eyes, smile, laugh or something like that. I mean, I like handsome guys too. But its like after seeing that face for a million times. U'll be like.."hmmm.. why does it feel like I've seen that face everywhere before". Get what I mean? No offence yea. Its just me okay? Anyway, Wooyoung is 20 years old. And I just LOVE him to bits! He has a witty/cute smile, a mischievous, caring, kind, sensitive, talented, hard working and serious attitude. Serious as in, he is serious about the things/ppl he love. Did I mention that he can clean and cook too?? GOSH!! He is so AWESOME!!

Lately, he has been in a bad mood. Because his beloved leader Park Jaebum left the group(check out my "2PM's New Album without Jaebum"Post). To be honest, I am not very fond of that "being too overtly negative attitude" of his. As in, I know the leader is gone 'for now'( I emphasize on the for now because word is that he is coming back soon. And he has a contract to fulfill). But try to cheer up a bit for the rest of the members and the fans man. Cause the rest of the members are going through the same thing as you are and you know it!
But nvm, I used to be like that too. And still are sometimes.

I would definitely want my future husband to be like Wooyoung. But of course there are a few things that is needs to be added. No.1 He needs to be a Christian. No.2 He needs to be a man who puts God 1st in his life. No.3 He needs to put God 1st in our relationship. No.4 He needs to be able to stay positive even in really bad situations. No.5 He needs to be an awesome boyfriend and a future father. No.6 He need not be afraid of commitment. No. 7 He has to love and accept me for who I am. No.8 He needs to be serving God in ANY area in the church. E.g. Be it cell leader, worship leader, singer or whatever it is. No. 9 He needs to be loyal and faithful to me. No. 10 He needs to be funny and being able to be romantic just like Wooyoung. HAHAHA!

I guess thats about it gua. Hehe.. Got a lot right? Haha! But no worries, I believe in God. And I believe that my future hubby is just like what I wished for. And I will be just like what he wished for :)
Btw, here are some pics of wooyoung. Enjoy them as I do! Hahaha!



Pouty wooyoung..








His smile is just.. Gosh... I donno what to say.


Hahaha!! So cute..=)


Recently, this is his new haircut. For the recent album of course. (check out my "2pm's new album without jaebum" post and you'll know why they are doing this dead goth look) If you actually take away the dark eye make up and put a smile on his face. It will look very good=).. I still love my wooyoungie no matter what. HAHA! xD

Anyway, this is about it. Will update more soon! Loves=)

LAST PAPER DONE!!!! WEEEE!!!!

YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!! SPM IS OVER BABY!!! I just really really want to dedicate this post to God and my friends and family who have supported all the way through!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SO DARN MUCH!!! No WORDS can describe how I feel now. I feel so set FREE!!! Going for outings soon! Yeah!!

WEEK 3 DONE!!

What up peeps! Lol..! Anyway, I've finished week 3 and now waiting for THE LAST PAPER!! Okay.. Enough of being nuts.. Heres the updates on the papers. Had Accounts on Tuesday. Paper 1 was at 8-915am while paper 2 was at 10-12.30pm. Paper 1 was okay as it is just circling answers. If I don't know the answer, I can just tembak. Haha..! Paper was tough as usual. My document was not "Imbang". And they were about 2 questions which I seriously have no idea what to do..=(..

Today, I had science.. It was the same time as Accounts yesterday. But science was A WHOLE LOT EASIER! Even though paper 2 was a bit tough because there were some unexpected questions. Overall, week 3 was better than week 2. But seriously, how can SPM be good?? Lol.. Anyway, gotta log off now. Ekons is on next monday! Pray for me yea.. Loves:)

SPM 1st Week & This Week

Last week, had BM, BI and SEJ. SEJ was awful!!!!!! Not only I can't rmb what to write. But I had panic attacks!! Gosh... How much can a human being take??! I don't think that I am able to pass for SEJ.. God.. SAVE ME!! Anyway, BM and BI was good. Especially BI, its a piece of cake. Okay, maybe I shouldn't take it that lightly. But it is definitely way more easier than BM and SEJ.

This week was Maths, Moral and Add Maths!! I was so worried about Maths becoz I have never been good in Maths. I really worked hard doing exercises and stuff. One day before the exam. I already had doubts that I couldn't do it. But God sent an angel and she gave me a call(yess... I'm talking about you hun=)) God heard my cry and He lifted me up! While doing the paper, even though I don't know how to do quite a lot of questions. I tried my best and stuck through it like a champ!! Praise the Lord Amen??!

Moral was terrible too. I memorized the nilais SO DARN FREAKING HARD!! Few more hours before the exam. I PANICKED! When I opened the exam paper. I totally forgot the definisis'... -.-"... Just.Great. Add Maths was even worse today!!! I had major headaches after I finish paper 2!!.. But thank God.. That it is over now..!! 3 more papers to GO!!

I just want to share with you all that, no matter what happens, how BIG you think your struggles are.. Nothing is IMPOSSIBLE for God!! He will deliver you from whatever that You are going through right now. Though I had panic attacks and stuff. He still calmed me down at the end. And He lets me know that He is with me all the time=)...

GIVE THANKS TO THE LORD PPL!! =]

Cell Group Yesterday! =D

Had cell yesterday like every friday.. Yesterday was just really awesome like everyday friday is. Even though we're not the perfect cell group with over 20++ members like other cells do. But we are all special in our very own ways Amen? I mean come on.. I am more proud of my cell than ever. My members are great(even though they make me wanna kill them sometimes). And we all support each other... We makan supper together every friday night.. We talk, we chat about things.. We share more about God,about life..

We're just like a BIG family from diff sets of parents. Thats right.. We are brothers and sisters in Christ..!! Amen! hahaha...=D... We pray for each other in times of need, care for each other, lecture one another (actually, its only me.. hahaha!! XD). Though at times we may not be happy about the cell. But we stuck through it and we did it together..!! Yesterday in cell, my brothers did word.. And I couldn't be more proud of them(even though we're kind of lost on what they were talking aboutXP).

While typing this post I could honestly tell you that I am crying. Being a cell leader for almost two years.. Really made a change in my life. I grew a lot.. Learned so much about life and God.. About His love for me and His children.. I learned how to be more patient with others as everyone is not perfect. I learned to give others a second chance. I really definitely learned a lot. And I learned and grew a genuine sisterly love towards all my cell members who are not even in the same blood line as me.

Thinking about leaving cell soon and going to NS really makes my heart ache. I really want to be with them at all times and really want to continue serving Him. But unfortunately, I have to go to NS. So I guess I'll be serving Him over there to share the word of this Miracle giving God.

Msg to Members:
Hey DaRLings!! =).. I know I am going to leave soon.. And you won't be seeing me for 3 months next year.. But always know that each and everyone of you have a special place in my heart. And I am going to miss all of you a lot~! You all better be good and listen to Romeo and Rino kay?? Love you all so muchie! Rmb yea.. when I come back.. I want to see all of you having a slight change in ur life and spiritual life kay?? I belive you all can do it!! Amen?? For the one more month that we are going to spend together.. Lets make it the best month ever la kay? (we'll continue it again after I come back from NS kay?? hehehe) I LOVE YOU ALL!! HUUGGSSS!!! =)

HAVING CELL TONIGHT!! ME VERY EXCITED!! XD... GOD BLESS EVERY1!!! I'LL VE PRAYING FOR EVERY1 WHO ARE TAKING SPM!! LOVES!!

P.S: God knows ur struggles.. Commit it to HIM! =)