On the 26th of dec-29th of dec.Was my church's youth camp activity.At 1st i didn't wanna go becoz my pmr results are coming out at 27th.So, i didn't wanna go.But my cell leader Charisse(darling) encouraged me to go(or maybe she forced me to go..hahaha).Well, of course she won and i went to join the camp.So, the 1st was ok.We watched the movie about Moses.Which is incredibly nice and totally inspiring.Btw, my youth camp theme is "Tell The World".Then on the 1st day of the camp.Me and my darlings were splited up becoz of groupings and stuff.So, there are about 10 groups.My group was called Mt.Cook(btw, this years camp groups are called by using the mountain's names)I know i know..You must be thinking like, what ar??mangkuk ar??Thats what everybody says in the camp.It pisses me a lot coz i'm the assist leader of the group.But still, i know their joking.So, its ok..hahaha.Anyway, the games are really fun.But, of course we got all soakin' yet lo.Becoz apart of our games is to play in the pool.Anyway, let's skip the games part.During the 2nd night.Of the 2nd and 3rd session.It was extremely powerful and touching.I do not know how to describe it.But i was touched by the holy spirit and also the presence of God.It felt really really amazing!No words can describe it.And you know what??I just broke down and cried and cried for about 2 hours or 1 hour 30 mins i guess..The session starts at 9 and we end at 12.So yea, you can imagine how long i've cried.Hahaha.(don't you dare call me a cry baby!)And the 3rd day and night of session was almost the same.But this time, it was about being baptized in the presence of the holy spirit(meaning the gift of speaking in tongues..non christian ppl won't understand.so its okie)And er..of course i know how to speak in tongues..and then Ps.Julie said something like"if your not baptize in the holy spirit and you want to..step forward to the alter.And if you already been baptized in the holy spirit..but you have not been practicing/exercising it..also step forward to the alter" then she said"the rest who did not step forward..pls pray for those who are in front of the alter" then i was like...ooohh...thats me!haha...and same goes to my darlings lo..so we prayed and prayed for others.And a lot of ppl fell on the ground(thats becoz somehow God is speaking to them with the tongues language or maybe giving them a msg of something that God wants to tell them.And, my brother was 1 of them who fell on the ground and spoke in tongues.When my bro woke up.I asked him.How does it feel?he said that it was amazing.It was indescribable.He said he was speaking to God.But, he said that.God didn't reply him.And he asked my why didn't God answer me?Then i told him.Becoz it is not your time to know and to have what you want yet.Then i said.You need to wait and wait...Someday God will tell you.And you'll know that it is all worthy to be wait for.Coz until now, it has been about 3 years that i've been waiting for God's msg and promises to me.But its ok.I'll still wait of course.And as soon as i stepped out of the camp.Meaning it was on the last day.I realized that, i didn't come here just becoz i was forced by my cell leader.I came here to seek God's face.And God has really touched my life.And now, i am a stronger person than before.From now on, nobody can take me down that easily anymore.Coz i know i trust and i believe that God is always with me.Thank you Lord!=)
!~**!PrINcESs MiA!**~!
Monday, December 31, 2007
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