Appreciation~

Lately, I've been really cranky coz school is just crazy. My schedule is even more packed than it seems. I've been really tired. Usually like last year, when i sleep at 12 am or 11 pm. And when i wake up at 5.30. I don't feel any sleepy at all. But, now.. its totally the opposite way. Every night is the same routine. Go tuition, arrive home at 9 something. Homework til 12 or 11 something. Wakes up at 5.40. And still i feel so freakin tired!!! You might be wondering what i'm doing during the afternoons. The answer is so simple. I would either be doing school activities or taking a nap. Haha! And you know, the ppl around me like my friends or my parent's or my brothers... sometimes get irritated by me just becoz i was feeling tired and stressed out and i simply throw my temper on them. I really would do that when i'm feeling tired you know(who wouldn't??) And lately i get irritated by others very easily too. But, theres a lot of ppl beside me supporting me all the time. Like example, God, parent's, friends etc etc. These ppl really lifts me up whenever i'm all exhausted and when i feel down. You know guys, let's just take some time to really thank those ppl around us. Take some time to say" thank you so much for always being here with me""thank you for being my friend"thank you for your endless support". You know God has done so much for me. He's with me when i cry. He's with me when i need help. He's with me everytime i fell down.(who knows where...) And everytime i get sick or get bruces on my legs hands and everywhere that you could imagine He's always there to heal me and give me that comfort and love that nobody on earth can ever give me. My parent's, their 1 of those ppl who inspires me so much in life. Whenever theres trouble around, with their business or things that i could never understand. They never show their sad faces in front me or my brothers. They have this tough look or happy look on their faces. And you know as a parent, they know that they need tough skin to make it through as a family. And they have really educated me on being strong and just depend on God whenever things go wrong. And they always tell me how horrible life can be if you just make 1 wrong step ahead. POOF!~ your finish!.. I mean of course sometimes they do scold me all of the sudden when their stress(even though i didn't do anything wrong) But i really do understand. The world out there is really tough. Nowadays teenagers, we thought that ours lives are so hard. And we brag about it all day long and complain about it. We're just like spoilt brats. To me, my parent's are a great example to make me stronger and to make me tougher. And you know sometimes when i act or cry like a baby( of course when i feel my world is gone la) They're just beside me telling me that i have to move on and that they'll always love me rather i'm perfect or not. Thank you mummy daddy.. Love you guys lotz!! My friends, what can i say about them. Its true that God has put them in my life. And their just fantastic ppl who really inspire me in life.Examples, the way they study, and how they always get really freakin good marks in their exams, the way they have those great talents that i alone sometimes cannot have, sometimes even the way they make lame jokes and always happens to make me laugh all the time. And of course sometimes we bully each other just to make each other laugh. I could die with no friends with me. My friends are absolutely important to me. They are the one's who entertain me when i'm bored. Hahaha!! I just wanna say THANK YOU to everybody.Including You LoRD!!! Come on ppl.. start appreciating your love one's and those around you.They need it!! My job here is done. Gotta go now... CHOaz~!