3 MONTHS!!

I think you all know what I am going to talk about already judging by the tittle of the post. I am going to NS on the 3rd of jan which is next sunday. And to be honest, I am really really REALLY not ready to go! I know I know.. Everybody say 3 months only ma.. So what? I don't care whether you've been there before or not but its just that 3 months for me is quite long you know. I have to leave my family and friends for 3 months?! What nonsense is this wei? I didn't choose to go to this crappy NS thing u know?

I'll totally be missing out a lot of things. Like, Music Bank, SGB, updates on my fav korean bands, church(GlaD Tidings), music, piano, violin. There are SO many things that I can do. And I have to leave it all behind just because of NS. I have been emo-ing about this since before SPM. But it just suddenly struck me again today. And its CHRISTMAS!!! Gosh.. I am really really not happy. Sometimes I just really wonder whats going to happen there. I seriously can't live without my mp3 for 1 day you know. And I am left without it for 3 months?!!! Lord, SAVE ME!! T.T...

I really feel so let down thinking about it sometimes. But, I definitely know that 3 months will pass really fast. And I'll be reunited with my family, friends, piano, violin, mp3 player, church, and lots of korean boy band stuff!! (muahahaha). I guess I just have to keep on being positive about it and just have fun. I believe that even as the Lord had path my way for me. Whether bad or good things happen. He will always be there to take care of me as long as I partake in it.

No matter what happens, I am going to stay strong and look forward to the day when I can go HOME.

P.S- MERRY CHRISTMAS!! =)