Friday, April 30, 2010



Its amazing! Usually, when ppl play this piece. Their dynamics and articulations are not STABLE at all. Since it is SUCH an EXTREMELY hard piece:P.. But she plays it REALLY WELL. In fact, she played it AMAZINGLY. Look at how her fingers moves. Its so natural! She displayed and interpreted it in her own style and own way. AMAZING *applause*.





This piece, is my ALL time favourite piece. It just sounds like a beautiful beginning to EVERYTHING. Its so refreshing, friendly and breath-takingly beautiful.. Ahhhh~ I can listen to this all DAY!!

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Speaking of BOLDNESS?

Read Acts chapter 4 just now. The thing that spoke to me most about it is, the strength and BOLDNESS that the Holy Spirit gave Peter&John to stand up to the rulers, elders and teachers of the law. When the rulers, elders and teachers of the law ban them from spreading the good news that Jesus is the Messiah and had died on the cross for us. It was because that they saw how God healed the crippled man through Peter, they felt threatened because they were the ones who wanted Jesus to be crucified. When the ppl going in and out of the temple saw what Peter&John did to the crippled man. Many saw and believed in the Lord.

Thats why the rulers, elders and teachers of the law felt threatened. Okay la, its very long for me to keep on typing "rulers, elders, and teachers of the law".. Lets sum all of them up in 1 nickname kay? I shall call them.. "Bad AhPeks".. Okay? Nice right? Hahah!xD.. So, when Bad AhPeks ask Peter&John to not spread the good news and warned them that if they do they will be punished, jailed, etc etc. But Peter&John replied"Judge for yourselves whether it is right in God's sight to obey you rather than God. For we cannot help speaking about what we have seen and heard."

What I'm trying to say here is that, a lot of us as Christians. We've heard, seen, smell and taste of God's realness and GLORY in our lives. But we dare not take that step of faith for Him to go share the good news(the gospel). Some of us don't even care at all. Its like, " save myself then can already la.."... But, this is NOT the love that God has given us. He has given us the love that SHOULD be spread all OVER THE WORLD! Let the Holy Spirit FILL you with BOLDNESS and STRENGTH TO GO and make a STAND for our Father in Heaven who loves us so much. We can do this! God did not give us the attitude of timidity but the attitude of going OUT THERE and the POWER TO CHANGE! Lets do this together and take the example of Peter&John.. Amen? :)


"He is the stone you builders rejected, which has become the capstone. Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men by which we must be saved." Acts 4:11-12

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I WANT TO KILL MSN!!!! GGGRRRRRRRRRR

Needs and not Wants

Did my devotion just now. Doing my devotion on the book of acts. Read Acts Chapter 3 just now. Used the BK book of Acts that Wai Yip borrowed me. I learned a lot there. But then, I didn't felt really FILLED by the word and the spirit and decided to reread it using my Bible. Read halfway until it talked about the crippled beggar that is being placed in front of the temple called Beautiful to beg for money and stuff, then I stopped and realized something.

When the crippled beggar was begging for money(to Peter& John). Peter looked at him and said.. "Look at me!" so the beggar looked, expecting money from them. Then Peter said.. "Money I do not have.. But what I have I give you. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth.. WALK!".. So then the crippled beggar starting feeling a lot of strength on both of his legs.. And started walking.

You see, the beggar WANTED money to feed himself and things like that. But it was God who KNEW what the crippled beggar NEEDED. From God through Peter, the crippled beggar is HEALED! And you might ask, whats the use of his legs being healed again? The reasons are, No.1.. Isn't it good that he is able to walk like any normal human being already?.. No.2.. Since he is able to walk.. He can look for job.. No.3.. Since he can look for a job, it also means that he is able to feed himself everyday without begging for money. No.4.. He doesn't need to humiliate himself anymore by begging in front of the temple and being looked down upon by the public.

Isn't God awesome? Sometimes, we think that what we WANT is what we NEED. But very clearly, that God knows what we NEED. Our WANTS sometimes can be of evil intentions. Thats why sometimes we wonder. Why doesn't God give me this and that?? Have you ever thought that its because its not for you to own or to have at all/at this moment? Have you ever thought that what you want might harm you for the rest of you life/at this moment? I'm guessing that the answer is no right? Anyway, God knows what we NEED and therefore He gives us of what WE NEED instead of what we WANT. The WANTS and all those things will be persecuted by God to decide whether is it the right time or whether is it the right thing for us. But all in all, for sure God will give us what we NEED 1st. For sure we will be hardened, hurt and not satisfied because we do not get what we WANT. But FOCUS on what you NEED. Because, with the NEEDS that has been given to you by God can be used and will bring you to a LOOONNNGG WAY.

So yea, trust in the Lord for He knows what is BEST FOR YOU! =)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Hiding Place

He is my Hiding Place. To shield me from the world that always wants to kill. To shield me from the tears and everything bad. He can be UR Hiding Place too:)

HE LOVES YOU=)

His Love that brings The "One"

Was watching this Singaporean drama just now. This woman and her husband. Shes always worried that she'll look old and stuff (which she doesn't). She gets really jealous and scolds her husband like godzilla whenever her husband stares or accepts the flirt from another woman. As I was watching, I felt that partly it was really funny and partly I pity both parties for having to suffocate each other like that. HahaxD.. And then I thought and realized, I would never have problems like that in the future with my future husband. Because, the "One" in my life in the future.


Would be some1 who wouldn't let me worry abt all these things coz he is given to me from my Father in Heaven:) Whom He has chosen rightly for me and me for him =).. And then at the end of the drama. Theres this couple who hugged each other and embraced each other. I ALWAYS wanna know how it felt like to hug a man that I love. But I always know for a fact that some1 in my life have always been there hugging me through the bad and the good times:).. My Daddy in Heaven=).. When I was born as a baby, as a little girl, a woman and an old woman in the future. Until I go HOME. Hes always there to hold me tight.. And this thought made me tear.. :')



When I was a baby.. He held me close and loved me in every bit that I am.





Even when I was a little girl.. He held me at all times.





Even til' now or in the future.. I know that everytime I cry He is there to open His arms for me. His hugs, encouraging words & LOVE is all that I need to get through the day.
And 1 day, I know that He'll send the "one" into my life. But I know that He will never leave me or him. He will hug us both together in unity=).. Because of God's love. And my love to Him. I believe that I will be able to love the "one" in my life unconditionally and sincerely. As I love God more and put Him as no.1 in my life. I am able to give unconditional love to the ones around me and also to my future hubby=).. I love You Daddy.. And thank you for "him".. Even though I do not know who it will be right now. I AM THANKFUL for the THINGS TO COME! =)






"In the midst of all the ppl and the maze in the fields. I found you because God love us both that He brought us together =)"...





Monday, April 26, 2010

U GUYS HAVE TO WATCH THIS! =)

This song really touched me. Especially the chorus where it sings "Majesty.. Majesty.. Your grace has found me just as I am.. Empty-handed but alive in Your hands.. We're singing Majesty.. Majesty.. Forever I am changed by Your love.. In the presence of Your Majesty.."

LETS JUST WORSHIP UNTO THE LORD :)

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Missions Trip

Been wanting to go to missions trip ever since last year when I went for APYAC. But, when WaiYip invited me to his church for this Missions conference. It impacted me and taught me more abt missions. God asked me.. "Where are you?".. My answer, (the same as WaiYip's) is whenever I want to obey and am ready:).. And, I realized that there are so many unreached groups of people. It just really impacted me to go forth and to FIND for God. So yea, bros and sis' in Christ. We have got to help God FIND and to SPREAD THE GOOD NEWS!!! :)








"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have ETERNAL LIFE" John 3:16
Going to FIND. And it starts in our own HOME:)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

D-I-S-T-R-A-C-T-I-O-N-S





When you think of distractions. What comes to mind? Internet, parents'(not that their bad distractions:P), music, problems and etc. Anything can be a distraction just as long as it takes ur attention away from doing the important things. I think, the most distraction I've got is when I am doing my TAWG(Time Alone With God). A friend of mine told me that he had lack of dicipline during his TAWG, mostly because of the distractions around. And it made him felt empty inside. I think, a lot of us christians have this problem. And its really important to know how to avoid these distractions during our TAWG.





Before we do our TAWG. I think its really important that we pray against the evil one 1st. Because the evil one is capable of distracting and disturbing our TAWG. Hence, all these distractions come and we give into them. Pray for strength to have the consistency in our TAWG. And also pray for the strength to stand firm in His presence whenever distractions come. Then only you start ur TAWG. I am sure that even as God says that He hears our cry He will hear that important prayer before our TAWG as well:).. During TAWG, be sure to SURRENDER all that you are to Him. I believe that as your fully into Him and into His presence during TAWG, no distractions will come. Even if they do, you will be able to withstand them. Therefore, it gives the devil no power to disturb ur intimate time with the Lord at all. YEAH! VICTORY IS OURS!! :)





YEAHHH~ JUMP FOR VICTORY YO!! haha! xD.. So yea, just do whatever thats important. Most importantly, just enjoy ur TAWG!! :)



"20 For no one can ever be made right with God by doing what the law commands. The law simply shows us how sinful we are. 21 But now God has shown us a way to be made right with him without keeping the requirements of the law, as was promised in the writings of Moses and the prophets long ago." Romans 3:20-21

Cuppcakes, YUM!

YEAH!! *clapclapclapclap* xD.. haha! I love cupcakes! They don't just taste yummy but the decos on them are so pretty! Mind you that although I love cupcakes. I only eat them once in a very long time. Too much sweetness isn't good for health and also for my teeth. Haha. Check these yummies OUT! :)



So cute! hahaxP



Nopes.. Its not chickens, eggs and stuff.. but its cupcakes! So nice.... *__*

Look! their so pretty that flowers even grow on them! *sarcasm* :P


Aaaahhh....~ *__*

ELMO is so famous that hes even on the cupcake!! *wanna eat some..* WAIT! How can I eat my Elmo?! *shakes myself*... xD



Elegant, simple and nice:)

Signing out NOW! XOXO




Random




Mmmhmmm... *nods+speechless*

ELMO! :D



Awwww.... I know you love me Elmo:) xD... Sorry la! Can't help myself! Ehehehe... Isn't he the cutest? Just to let you know a little secret of mine. Elmo used to be my childhood 1st love. NgehehehexD... He's just the most adorable little red monster. Who doesn't love Elmo? You tell me?? Haha.. Just to let you know.. Elmo is in his 30s right now and still loving the whole world. Haha!xD..

Yes.. Its true that Elmo has his own show call "Elmo's World". I'm sorry Elmo.. I love you but I'm not really a fan of your show:(.. But, my baby cousin sister does! :D.. So yea, you've got yourself some pretty cute fans over there.. Wait... *slaps meself* why am I talking to him while he doesn't exist?? Lol... Well, he used too when I was a little girl.. (in my dreams:P).. I SO WANT an Elmo plushy. The thing is, there ARE Elmo plushys everywhere. But, they cost quite a lot. Parents' don't wanna buy me 1 since I'm old enough now. But, I still want 1! :P.. So yea, friends out there.. B'day pressie pls??? Hahahah! xD.. Okay, gotta chao now.. Since Elmo said "Elmo loves you".. Heres someone very special in my life who would like to say something to ALL OF YOU! :)
YESSHH! JESUS LOVES YOU! *MORE THAN YOU KNOW:)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

GET GREEN:)




Yes, the cute little puppy there says it ALL! FIGHT DIRTY and GET GREEN! Stop littering around, and STOP making mother earth your DIRTY HOME. Lets take the initiative to make mother earth HEALTHIER and a BETTER PLACE FOR EVERYONE to live in!



Do you know that plastic is identified as the most common form of ocean litter? When plastic enters the marine food-chainit devastates marine life and even affect human when they consume seafood that have eaten plastic debris.
This is what we have ALL BEEN EATING! Ah ha! See that now?!
It even gives little girls tummyache..:(
And you start puking continously like Mr. Pumpkin over here does. (wanted to put real human puking pics, but wouldn't wanna ruin your appetite ;) )
SO, what do we do now?? START TAKING CARE OF MOTHER EARTH! GO GREEN! PEACE.OUT!

Monday, April 19, 2010

The Last Song

The Last Song is a novel written by a famous novelist/author who also wrote "A Walk to Remember", "The Notebook", "Dear John" and now the latest "The Last Song". I have the BOOK!!! wahahahaha! xD.. One of the BEST novels that I've ever read in my whole life. Seriously! Its not just about love, kiss here kiss there. No, you won't really get much of that from Nicholas Sparks' books. It has a spiritually thing going on*thumbs up*, love, hope, trust, believe.. And for "The Last Song".. It talks about finding our way back HOME. Wow.. That alone sounds so awesome to me:).. Heres the cover of the book(with movie poster on it)



Yes, the lead actress is Miley Cyrus and the Australian hottie is Liam Hemsworth*drools* haha! xD..



This is actually the original cover and I LOVE IT! =)



This is LIAM HEMSWORTH! An Australian.. aahhhh~ Australia.. Land of Hotties.. hahaha! xD

Let me give you a short synopsis of the book. Seventeen-year-old Veronica 'Ronnie' Miller's life was turned upside-down when her parents divorced and her father moved from New York City to Tybee Island, Georgia. Three years later, she remains angry and alienated from her parents, especially her father ...until her mother decides it would be in everyone's best interest if she spent the summer on Tybee Island with him. Ronnie's father, a former concert pianist and teacher, is living a quiet life in the beach town, immersed in creating a work of art that will become the centerpiece of a local church. The tale that unfolds is an unforgettable story about love in its myriad forms - first love, the love between parents and children - that demonstrates, as only a Nicholas Sparks novel can, the many ways that deeply felt relationships can break our hearts ...and heal them.

Yup, thats practically about it. Itching to have the book?? I HAVE IT! And not borrowing it to any1!! Muahahahha! It cost a LOT kay?? So yea, sorry ppl! :P.. I was blessed to be able to buy it at a 20% discount (MPH warehouse sale that day).. Ehehhehe.. Original price cost about RM60++.. The book is thick. So even at RM60++ its all worth it:).. It made me cry kay? It even made my guy friend cry when I borrowed it to him(thats when I decided not to borrow it to any1 else anymore. Thanks to him!). So yea, its really an awesome book. Grab it ppl! :).. Thats all from me today!



~!CHAO!~**




Thursday, April 15, 2010

180degrees

LOL! I'm so so so so SORRY! for the lack of update ppl! Been lazy to update.. :P.. ANYWAY, just wanna do a little bit of sharing on my experience in NS. Don't listen to whatever that people say about it. Of course there will always be pros and cons in everything. But, what I've experienced there was more than... not enough sleep.. spicy food at ALL meals.. crazy and yet awesome trainers.. physically stressful things... I have to say that, I've grown so much there spiritually. I really praise God for sending me there and that I've obeyed Him instead of differing.

God sent awesome friends to be with me. One really inspiring fella to teach me more abt God:)).. And a sista who helped me grow closer to God in a way:).. You'd think that in less than 3 months time we wouldn't experience anything. Trust me, we've experienced more there than being out of NS for 1 whole year. I've experienced yet another heartbreak there. But quickly moved on with the grace of God as the person is never mine. Holy Spirit led me, worked in my heart and showed me whats called LUST and real&pure LOVE:).. Grew closer to God..

Brought a soul back to God:)(to God be the glory!) Went through a bit of an emotional and physical draining.. But all is GOOD. For the Lord is good and His love and mercy endures forever! Amen?? :).. So yea, that kinda sums up everything. If you want to see pics. Go to my fb profile. Coz theres more than hundreds of pic there, seriously!

Alright, back to the topic.. when it comes to 180 degree change.. whats the thing that comes to ur mind?? looks?? body size?? personality??Lol.. But mine, is definitely with the course that I am going to study..! ;) As most of you know, I am crazy about music and wanted to further my studies in it and make a career out of it (being a teacher and stuff). But, when I came back to NS.. God really changed me 180 degree celcius. Yes, I am going to take nursing. I know, shocked right? Yup, that made my parents' unable to sleep for 2 days.Especially my mum, she just couldn't accept the fact that I am going to be a nurse and not a music teacher or a musician.

I really do LOVE music. But, I just don't see myself doing it as a career for the rest of my life. Doing music is not as easy as what ppl think it is. U need more than just skills and brains. You need TALENT. Whether I have it or not now. Doesn't really matter anymore. God really touched my heart and gave me a passion for this career. My mum told me, during those sleepless nights.. God comforted her heart and spoke to her saying that this is the path that He has chosen for me. So yea, obeying it now:)...

Many relatives and friends were really shocked by this transformation. But, at the end.. They all were really sincerely happy for me.. Even more HAPPY now than before when I said that I was doing music. I guess, God really helped me work in their hearts as well. Coz, before this... When I told everybody abt it, their responses were really discouraging.. God really heard my cry.. And therefore, He took care of every1 for me. So now, going to Segi Kota Damansara to take up nursing on the 12th of june. And guess what? Its the ONLY course in Segi that is TOTALLY FULLY COVERED BY THE GOVERNMENT... which means, FULL LOAN!! PTL right?!! I know.. Even though I would have to pay them back by working in the future. At least, I don't need my parents' to work like a nut case right? Plus, I still have 2 younger brothers who are going to study soon. God is really FAITHFUL! Praise Him for His AWESOMENESS&FAITHFULNESS!! :)