Shatter....

It was early in the morning, I was so looking forward to see the light that would shine my day. Taking a deep breathe so slowly til it fills my lungs with fresh air. I arrived at a place. It was crowed and as normal as it has always seem to be. I was talking to my friends, and congratulating them on getting what they well deserved. Doing what was given to me as always. Though I carry it with a heavy heart, I accomplish it with a caring heart. I was walking to meet my friends who were doing the same thing as I did, while i was given another task to be done. I saw this light, it was around me all the time. I didn't really wanna take a glimpse of it, coz i know what I'm suppose to do at the moment, the next moment when I looked at it. Wait... is this a another light i'm seeing??? CRUUSSHHH......... The light that i'm looking forward to is attached to the other light that I'm looking at... All the sudden, my world had gone dark.

In my own eyes, I thought what I saw was just an illusion. But, I was wrong.. it was real.. How could this be?? Has the light betrayed me?? Or should I call it darkness now?? I look around me.. Gasping for air.. I feel betrayed, thrown off, unwanted and angry!!!! I couldn't show how I felt, I wouldn't want the angels around me to cry.. Their too precious to see how sad I look.. I hate that light that I'm looking forward to.. After what it had done, it still comes to me and haunt me.. I don't want it!!! GET OUT!!! I started running away from it.. LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I DON'T NEED YOU!!! I can feel my heart bitting itself bit by bit.. The blood.. the tears... i feel it all deep inside..

I asked God.. what am i suppose to do.. God said " my spirit is suffiecient for you".. All the sudden, i have an answer in my heart... I have to!!! I will!! I have to erase it away from me... It disappeared in a flash in front of me. God set me free.. But I know that, it will be the same thing that will come back to haunt me.. Coz satan knows my weakness.. but like God said" my spirit is suffiecient for you" I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me.. I believe in God... I know I'll be fine.... Just fine...

P.S: its a true story by mua... use your own creativity.. And your imagination.. you might just unlock the puzzle.. *wink*