Fairytale...

I've recently seen this movie called "The Prince and Me" in Cinemax.. From Astro.. Of course this movie was published a long time ago.. In the year of 2004.. I was 12 years old at that time i guess.. This is exactly the movie that little girls would really love to watch.. And it also speaks about us being teenagers struggling to focus on JUST "our studies" and ended being involed in something else... And it also talks about a fairytale life or you can say a fairytale love.. Whereas i feel that "The Prince and Me 2" was definitely a flop.. It was the same guy but not the same lead actress.. And the story wasn't that interesting anymore. Well, i still love the 1st one though...

This really proves that love does exsist and fairytales do come true.. when you believe in it. I definitely found my love.. which is Jesus.. And God is my fairytale.. It doesn't get any better than this..

Love isn't far away.. its just as close as this.. God is closer than you think.. And i'm sure.. God's love for me, will forever stay..

And Luke Mably is just so cute!! His accent definitely makes him irresistable... haha!! Sorry... i know i'm a bit crazy... hehe... I wish theres still a vcd of this movie in stores... *wink*

Brand New Breeze

Enjoy the theme song of La Corda Doro. Hope you guys like it=).. watch til the end k?? Byez!

The Sense of Touch~

Well, as some of you know.. A long time ago.. Miss Emelia cheng used to play the piano. Yup, its true. I played the piano ever since i was 6 years old to be exact. I remembered in my old hse. My neighbour was this piano teacher. And i knew his daughter. Who was about 1 year younger than me. She played the piano ever since she was 3 years old..(what do you expect from a piano teacher's daughter?). And erm... we started being friends. And she started inviting me to her hse and play. The 1st time i saw that piano of his. I was totally in love and blown away. The moment i touched it and the moment i played it(guess what sound came out?? haha!!!). I felt so much passion for it. It felt like i knew the piano and i knew how to play it for a very very long time ago. And that was when the teacher saw me(no worries.. he's not cute at all...=P). He asked"interested in the piano eh??"... i was soooo scared at that time coz i didn't really know him.. ANNNDDDDdddddDDD the fact that he looks kinda scary. I just said "errrr..." and stared at him for a few moments and said "yeah"..And then VVVVROOOOOOOOmmmmMMMMMM.... I went back home with the speed as fast as lightning... Almost every single day... He's daughter would invite me over.. Btw, her name was priscilla... To be frank, i didn't really liked her that much as a child coz... I donno why la.. i forgot adi.. must be some kind of reason though.. I would go over everyday just to see that piano.. And to touch it(i know i sound very obscene but its true) And you know..i kept bugging my mum about wanting to learn the piano... And my mum kept asking me"but you must have a commitment wo... you don't touch n go and then tell me you don't want adi ar??" Didn't think about it at all... i just said yes i will and i want to learn!! I learned piano for about 7 years adi.. which is from 6 years old to around 12 or 13... And then family crisis strikes in!! 1 day when my mum told me that she couldn't afford to pay the piano fees anymore.. the worse part was.. they even sold my piano away... I was completely devasted at that time.. As a little kid.. i didn't know what to do.. but to just cry la of course.. After 4 years of stopping.. i knew that i had lost my sense of touch on the piano.. Whenever i see the piano.. I felt so scared of it.. And when i lay my hand on the keys.. i went completely blank and forgot about everything that i had learned!!! AHHHHH!!!.. I was seriously sad and didn't know what to expect.. To a person who loves music and his/her instrument so much... to lose the sense of touch of it, is definitely like hell and it is of course very difficult to find it back. I'm not talking about sense of touch which are like e.g.. you learn and then you know how to play the notes la this and that... the "sense of touch" that i'm talking about is e.g.. the passion of playing and knowing your own instrument and also understanding the music, your own fingers and the notes on the music sheet.. If you ask me to explain it... i would tell you my friend "i do not know how to explain it at all.." its about the feelings you have inside.. Its like completely falling in love again... Well, i definitely thank God.. Becoz after praying and bugging my mum for so long to let me retake my piano lessons after 4 years... She said "okay"... I guess at this year.. my family probs are beginning to fade away.. Praise GOD and thank Him for helping my family and my parent's. Well, i've never really been into animes or whatsoever. But i recently encounter this anime. Its called "La Corda Doro: Primo Passo". This anime is about music and of course love... The thing interest me the most.. is that this anime pulls me towards it.. And it really teaches me a lot about music and the instrument that i play.. And also a glimpse of the hitories of music... And of course... the charaters in the anime are... H.O.T!! yes... hot!!! I've been praying to God and asking Him to help me find my sense of touch back... I guess He is in the process of doing it now... But of course.. Theres no doubt that... God is my music! Well, let's talk about the anime shall we??.. The anime is basically about this music fairy call Lili.. who has blessed this school.. called"Seiso High school" with music.. And apart of this school are music and general students.. Music students of course major in music and general students are students who are like us.. And there is this girl (no idea whats her name) She went into this school as a general student and 1 day she saw this fairy (Lili) and the fairy said to her "i will bless you with music talent" Well, i don't think that i would wanna explain this further.. so its up to you to find out... At channel 715(Animax) Wednesday:7-8pm... Here are some pics..

Thats all for now!! I'LLL be BACKK!!

Babies~ =D

Babies babies babies~.. They are just so cute!! You know what ppl.. Every single day.. There will be millions upon millions of babies being born on this planet that we call earth!! So that means, God has been constantly creating new creations.. Which they are obviously beautiful and adorable!! Look at that cute little innocent face...

Awww.... isn't that just so adorable?? I mean.. yeah... some babies grow up and become something else uglier...or maybe something that isn't that innocent... but still.. come on.. thinking back of those baby moments.... It's just so refreshing and............. CUTE!!! hahahah... If i grow up 1 day... I wanna get married and have lots of kids!!! hahaa...(silly me =P) OOOppss... I mean not to the extend of 4-6 children... 2 would be good adi lo.. I mean... need to think about money too right?? I know i know what your thinking about.. I'm just a lame and crazy 16 year old girl right?? Seriously i'm not...!! Ppl tend to think that babies are monsters...(especially guys!) They're not!! You men ARE the MOnsters!! (no offence.. but some of you are seriously monsters!!) Yesss they do cry a lot... But its the way they ask for something!! You don't expect a new born baby to talk right away... and saying..." daddy.. i want poopie!!".. That ain't normal my friend... Your child must have been mutated.. hahaha!! XD... I just LOOOvvvvvvveEEeeeeeeee babies!! I definitely think that they are 1 of God's most beautiful creations... I'm a 100% sure of it... Love em!! hahaha...

This is my favourite pic!! AAAwww... just look at that.. mummy and daddy holding their baby.. so sweet.. Hee.... Okayz... Bye guys!! Hope it changes some of your minds who doesn't like babies!!...Haha!

I just recently received an e-mail from my darling(sarah wong). I definitely agree on this e-mail(but not 100%). Coz, its about how girls want their boyfriend to be like. I think you guys should see this thing 1st... i will write my comment on each of the points.. so just read...

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER
• give me one of your t-shirts to sleep in.(no thanks..)
• leave me cute text notes.(thats sweet.. definitely a plus)
• kiss me in front of your friends.(thats really sweet.. but i'm a private person you know)
• tell me I look beautiful.(to all the men out there.. you should definitely do this to your wife/gf)
• look into my eyes when you talk to me.(another plus)
• let me mess with your hair.(we have a winner)
• touch my hair.(i don't think that it is necessary.. coz some girls don't like it.. i.e.. me! haha)
• just walk around with me.( ding dong!! we have a winner!)
• FORGIVE me for me MISTAKES.(of course la.. duh... but if your wive/gf cheats on you.. then thats another thing to forgive on)
• look at me like I'm the only girl you see.(of course la... if not?? wanna get slap ar??)
• tickle me even when I says stop.( thats cute...)
• hold my hand when I'm around your friends.(sweet as a candy)
• when I start swearing at you, tell me you love me.(aaawww... its like heaven!! but, swearing is not good though.. haha)
• let me fall asleep in your arms(erm.. if your married.. sure.. if your not.. sinner!)
• make me mad, then kiss me.( don't you think that its a little bit disgusting or should i say.. yucky dooky!! try to make her happy instead of kissing her.. coz you might just make the situation worse you know..)
• stay on the phone with me even if I'm not saying anything(cool...)
• tease me and let me tease you back.(1 of the things that is so cute!)
• stay up all night with me when I'm sick.(so so so so sweet and thoughtful!!)
• watch my favorite movie with me.(thats nice... but its pretty common.. don't you think?? it could be he's favourite movie too...)
• kiss my forehead.(ultimately a yes!!)
• give me the whole world.(of course you should!! but privacy and a little freedom is always needed for a man... don't be so needy man.. there are different meanings to "give me the whole world")
• let me wear your clothes.(again.. no thanks.. it could be smelly.. hahaha!!! still cute though..=p)
• when I'm sad, hang out with me.(this ar.. sometimes, it could be a good/bad thing to do.. it actually depends on the situation lo)
• let me know I'm important.(of course you should..i bet she'll let you know that your important to her too..)
• kiss me in the pouring rain.(that is just plain wrong.. you could get sick becoz of the rain you know..)
• when you fall in love with me, tell me.(cuteness.. and sweetness...)
• and when you tell me, love me like you've never loved someone before.(perfection.. or should i say perfecto..!)

I guess thats all.. bye!!!

Memoirs of Christina Cheah~~~

Hey guys!! =).. As you'll know chrissy is in aussie for about a few days ago. I mean, seriously i can't believe that she's going to aussie just like that. It wasn't predictable at all. A lot of my friends has gone to aussie. And now chrissy!!! NOOOOOOOOOOooooOoooooooooOOOOOOO!! DarLING!! i will really really really miss you! Your a great friend.. And you have totally made my life shine so much more.. I'll always remember you and i'll always miss you!! Remember, if you ever feel lonely in aussie, me and the rest at home will always be there for you!! And never forget God also.. OH!! and remember to take care of yourself so that you won't fall sick.. OHH OH!! And remember to always smile and be happy... OOOHHHH OH!! And what else ar???( cut the crap emelia, your not her mother) haahah!! and lastly.. don't forget to email me and remember me!! Don't you dare forget about me.. If not... i'll roast you like A CHICKEN! Muahahahahahaha!!! oooppsss.. Gettin' carried away.. hehe... sorry sorry... just joking.. Have fun there darling!!! Remember... we'll always love you(including me) and don't forget your malaysian slang okok?? hahaha... Bye darling!!! Lotz of muacks and hugggiiieesss!!!!!

Shatter....

It was early in the morning, I was so looking forward to see the light that would shine my day. Taking a deep breathe so slowly til it fills my lungs with fresh air. I arrived at a place. It was crowed and as normal as it has always seem to be. I was talking to my friends, and congratulating them on getting what they well deserved. Doing what was given to me as always. Though I carry it with a heavy heart, I accomplish it with a caring heart. I was walking to meet my friends who were doing the same thing as I did, while i was given another task to be done. I saw this light, it was around me all the time. I didn't really wanna take a glimpse of it, coz i know what I'm suppose to do at the moment, the next moment when I looked at it. Wait... is this a another light i'm seeing??? CRUUSSHHH......... The light that i'm looking forward to is attached to the other light that I'm looking at... All the sudden, my world had gone dark.

In my own eyes, I thought what I saw was just an illusion. But, I was wrong.. it was real.. How could this be?? Has the light betrayed me?? Or should I call it darkness now?? I look around me.. Gasping for air.. I feel betrayed, thrown off, unwanted and angry!!!! I couldn't show how I felt, I wouldn't want the angels around me to cry.. Their too precious to see how sad I look.. I hate that light that I'm looking forward to.. After what it had done, it still comes to me and haunt me.. I don't want it!!! GET OUT!!! I started running away from it.. LEAVE ME ALONE!!! I DON'T NEED YOU!!! I can feel my heart bitting itself bit by bit.. The blood.. the tears... i feel it all deep inside..

I asked God.. what am i suppose to do.. God said " my spirit is suffiecient for you".. All the sudden, i have an answer in my heart... I have to!!! I will!! I have to erase it away from me... It disappeared in a flash in front of me. God set me free.. But I know that, it will be the same thing that will come back to haunt me.. Coz satan knows my weakness.. but like God said" my spirit is suffiecient for you" I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me.. I believe in God... I know I'll be fine.... Just fine...

P.S: its a true story by mua... use your own creativity.. And your imagination.. you might just unlock the puzzle.. *wink*