Friday, January 1, 2010

Goodbyes To Everyone and Everything

Today is the last day of me staying at home and stuff. Not that I am leaving forever.. *touch wood touch wood*. But as I said before, I am leaving for NS(National Service). Which I am picked and forced to go to. I am here to say my sorrowful/joyful goodbye(depending on how you want to look at it.. haha). Firstly, goodbyes to my family, friends, my husband(wooyoung), my hottie(hyun joong), my mp3 player, my cds, my piano, my violin, my house, my bed, my bolster, my radio, my fav korean bands, my fav korean drama, my fav tv shows, my computer, internet, rabbits, fishies, facebook, blog and everything else that I won't seeing again for 3 MONTHS!!!

I guess the people and things that I am going to miss the most are my family, friends and every gadget and thing that allows me to play/make or listen to music. Haihz.. my piano and violin...

Msgs:
Parent's: Mum and dad.. I know I didn't do 2009 well with all of my crappy results. And I know sometimes you both wish I could be more like my friends who get good results. But I really appreciate that you both understood that it is just not my thing. You've taught me well and raised me well enough to be able to take care of myself for these 3 months. You both mean the world to me. Even before my friends, music and everything else that is important to me. Because no1 else is as important as both of you.=).. Don't worry about me alright? I will be fine. HUGS AND KISSES!! :)

Brothers: Romeo and Rino.. I am telling you.. You guys are just the most annoying brothers in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD!! But I also know that its because you just care abt me and also its your job as brothers to annoy me..*rolls eyes* I love both of you dearly and pls take care of mummy and daddy while I'm gone for 3 months kay? Take care of the cell and learn from Jason alright? Always rmb to seek God 1st in your lives and pray everytime you get lost on how to lead the cell. Romeo, I know your not too keen about the idea of leading the cell. But you will have fun. I know its a lot of work(thats what I used to think). But I am telling you, it is the BEST job that you can ever find in this whole wide world. You'll get what I mean soon;).. Stay strong kay? I love you!! Rino, your always the cutest and the blurest 1 that you always ended up getting scolded by mummy. Be more alert okay?? Don't wanna see you get scolded by mummy all the time. I know your always dependant on the Lord and you always try your best to listen and to do what He tells you to do. Teach Romeo to listen to God more and to spend time with Him more okay? You are way more smarter than what other ppl think you are. Don't listen to what others say as not everything is true. Ppl may sting you and hurt you with words but always know that in God's eyes and heart. You are one special kid and you are the best! I love you! :)

Friends: Without you guys, I would never have this much fun and without you guys, I don't think that life would be as fun and as interesting as it is. Each and every1 of you have a special place in my heart. I love you all!!! And you have no idea how fortunate I am to call you a friend. =).. We shall hang out after I come back kay?? Hehe.. Charisse, Yevanne, Mei Fong, Max, John New and every other buddies from church. You guys have been awesome!! Thank you so much for your support, comfort and prayers. I love you all so muccchhh!!!!! =).. Hugs hugs hugs!!! Muaaxx muaax muaxx!!

Piano and Violin: Piano, I know ur not a yamaha and kawai branded piano. But my parent's and I chose you for a reason. 1st, your price was quite cheap and reasonable.. xP.. 2nd, your sound is loud and clear compared to all the other yamaha and kawai that they have there. You ARE royality(since the brand name is royal.. =P). Sorry for releasing my grief on you when its my own fault that I am not patient enough. (nope.. I dont bang my piano!! ). 3rd, though your skin colour is ugly, ur still my baby..:) love you to death! Violin, though u only cost RM150 and you don't sound very good. Apparently you kill me with ur hard and low quality strings and you also kill my side jaw with ur low quality wood(its factory made la.. ). I still love you!! Coz without you, I am not able to learn violin and I am sorry for hurting you with my bad playing..=P.. Life would be so hard and boring without both of you ='(.. No worries, I'll come back and play both of you more kay?? LOVES!!!

Mp3 player: you've been my companion whenever I want to listen to quick music and also my companion when I am bored. I can't live without you for sure. (since I can't bring my piano and violin everywhere.. SIao ar..) You will be dearly missed=(

Cell members: You guys have been awesome and great!! Thank you for making me laugh so MUCH in cell. I will always remember all of you with your very own unique personalities. Haha..! xD.. You guys make it so hard for me to leave. When I come back, I'll lecture you one by one! Hahaha... Jkjkjk.. I'm going to miss youuuuuu!!!!!! T.T.. Pls be good and always always spend time with the Lord and grow stronger and bigger in Him okay? When I come back, I wanna see some spiritual changes alright?? Listen to Jason, Romeo and Rino yea?? I looooveeeee youuuu alllll!!!!!! XOXOXO!!!



Okay la.. I don't need to give msgs to everything la.. haha!! I know you guys think that I am going too far with this post. But it is just me. If you know me well enough, I am that type of person who can be super duper deep and sensitive at times. You really don't wanna get into my mind when I become emo. Seriously.. haha! But honestly, this is just the last thing I wanna do before I leave to NS. Just to leave something for you all to remember me with=) I know many of you may ask where is the place and stuff. Let me tell you, its in Bidor, Perak and I will be leaving tmw (Sunday). I have to be at the gathering place (Park & Ride, in front of Sek Alam Shah, Putrajaya) by 8.30am.

I'll see you all in 3 months time!! Loves and Hugs!! :)...

P.S- Max.. rmb to belanja me carls jr kay?? Hahahahaha!! xD