A new song call "It's Over" by Jesse Mccartney.. Very nice! Yeah man.. it's over! And he is HOTttt!! *DRROOLINNGG* =P

Feelings from Deep Inside

How do I start this? Hmmm... I've never really liked competitions and comparerism and all those you know. Ever since I was young and started playing the piano. My aunties and my parent's always compare me with my cousins. But always at the end of the day they say that I'm the best. I know it seems like I'm boasting over here. But thats not the point. I never liked it ever since I was young that my parent's and everyone around me compare here and there. Plus, if you say that I'm the best or maybe somebody else is the best. Someone else is always better than everybody. And now what?? Does your comments of who's better than who matter anymore? To be honest, when I was young. At between 9-12 years old. I kept comparing myself with others. Coz thats always just the thing that my parent's do. Comparing here and there.

Saying that this is not enough that is not enough. So I ended up doing the same thing with myself. Comparing with others on how well they can play the piano. Funny how thats the only thing that I compare with. Coz theres nothing else that I love than the piano you see. (God is not counted kays? coz He's more special) When I kept comparing I felt more and more tired. And more and more frustated with myself. Sometimes when comparing I criticize others. Let's just say that I'm being extremely self-centered and selfish. Comparing to the point where I don't even bother anymore. As I grew up, I learn by myself that comparing is really really a BAD BAD thing. It hurts me hard and it hurts others as well. The one thing that I've learned is to beat myself at the game. In other words, to improve myself everytime. Where does the insipiration come from? Simple, God and to see others play. Nowadays, watching others play isn't some kind of threat to me anymore. Instead, its a learning process for me. Seeing how they play, the way their fingers work. Definitely inspires me bit by bit. And it definitely helps me to improve more. Sometimes critisism helps too. When my teacher says this and that. Sometimes it does intimadate me and I really do ask myself sometimes "am I that bad?".

But it really helps me to improve until I put a smile on my teacher's face. Whenever I start comparing again. I tell myself all the time. Beat yourself at the game. God didn't give me this gift to hurt myself or to hurt others. Its a gift to share with others and to share the love. Another thing is, competitions. I never see whats the point of going for musical competitions. For me, its a way of boasting yourself, shouting out loud and telling others how good you are this and that. But in other words, its also to prove how good you are to yourself and to others. But I seriously don't encourage going into musical competitions. But its good if you want to improve yourself or something. Coz the process of those competitions are hardcore. One can seriously grow a lot from participating. Exams exams exams. One of the things I hate most when I was young. But now for me, its a way to see how well I can do. Definitely right now, I like exams. Not to say that I'm crazy about exams. I do stress about it a lot at times. But at the end I learn more and gain more. The results sometimes, could be agony. You'll be worrying about how well you get like crazy. I remember when I was 11. It was my grade 2 piano exam. I went in telling myself "its just another exam, play like how you would play it". Thats how I'll keep telling myself everytime my teacher ask me to play. During the process of preparing for exams. It definitely improves the way that I play. Playing with satistaction is what I do every practice. I really don't mind playing for hours and hours non stop. Coz its what I enjoy. Even though my pinky(my last finger). Would hurt a lot. I'll just stop for 5 mins and continue again. My pinky is always a problem when I practice. Its so short and small. But, that just means that I need to practice more right? I really love playing the piano. Not playing it for 4 years really gives me a fear for touching it again. But now that I've overcome it, I appreciate what I have now more and more. Thank You God so much.











"I play not just because I love it, but because of a passion"

Interesting Pics

When I was googling yesterday, I found some pretty weird and "interesting" pics. So I decided to share it with everybody! Hehehe... so nice of me right?? kekeke...

Caution: It doesn't bite. But it pokes!!

Hmmm... It looks familiar.. don't you think?? Heh heh...

Okay, this one looks wrong on so many levels...

This just makes me feel dizzy...@.@... But it actually looks very nice..

At 1st, when I look at this from far. It looks like some pretty fly. Which as you all know. Flies are never pretty. But when I look up close. Then I know that its a flower.. Swt..-.-".. haha

Signing out!

Emelia=)

Dogs Singing Christmas Song

You guys really have to check this out.. Its sooooooo CUTE!.. Enjoy kayz?? Bye! Loves..! =)

Randoms

Hey, come here..

Let me tell you a secreT...

I DON'T LIKE YOU!!

Haha.. just feeling random..=P.. Sorry if it hurts or offends anyone...

Piano Pieces

My cccrraaazzzzyyyyy piano teacher gave me 3 piano pieces to practice during the holidays and also to play it for him. One of it is my exam piece. Well, at least thats excusable. The other two is my assignment from him. Grrrr.... If he isn't such a good teacher. I would KILL HIM already! One of it is call "The Maiden's Prayer". The other one is "Etude Op.10 no.12" by Federick Chopin. Actually at 1st, I'm only assigned to practice 2 pieces. But when I asked him...

Me: Teacher, do you know how to play Etude Op.10 no.12 by Chopin?
Teahcer: *playing like theres no tmw*
Me: wow..O.O.. got the piece or not??
Teacher: Got.. wait ar.. let me find it for you... *searching searching*.. FOUND IT!
Me: waa... cool!!
Teacher: Since you have nothing much to do during the holidays.. Play this one also la.. This will be a little bit hard for you right now... I think at the end you'll surrender 1 la..
Me: WHAT!!! RAWR!!! don't look down on me la teacher..
Teacher: OK lo... so go home and practice 3 pieces k k??
Me:................................. Oh....


Me and my BIG mouth! Haihz... Oh well, guess I need to get fingers moving and cracking right now..

Let's look at "The Maiden's Prayer".. Shall we??

Like everyone who plays musical instruments would tell you that you should play like your telling a story. And to also know how the composer wants you to play the piece. Well, this is my view of the "story" of this piece. Hmmmm.. A beautiful maiden who is trapped in a beautiful house. With too much money to splurge on. And too many luxurious things that she owns. But still, she felt empty. So she make a prayer. To find love. And let it come back to her sooner or later. Or perhaps one day she would like a change in her life. Where her richful life right now, is just too dull and boring for her.

Yea, I guess thats it. Haha.. I mean, when I hear my teacher playing it. It kinda sounds like so.. Heh heh...

The next piece.."Etude Op.10 No.12"

"Etude Op.10 No.12" by Chopin.

I'm seriously telling you that THIS IS NOT AN EASY piece AT ALL! In fact, its very hard! For me, this piece means pain. Coz when Chopin compose this piece. He was very very ill. So he compose this piece to show how much pain he was in. In another words, express his pain through this piece.

I think looking from the pics you'll already know how hard it would be.. try watching the video and listening to the song.

Signing off!

Emelia=)

My Baby

Introducing................................. *drum roll*....................................................................

MY..................................................................................

BABY!!!!

Isn't she pretty? A lot of people say that her colour is ugly. I gotta admit it myself that her colour IS ugly..(sorry baby) But, she's just a natural. And beautiful whether you like it or not! Heres the story of how I got her. After 4 years of not playing the piano. I decided to give it a try to ask my parent's if I can go back to having piano lessons and to play the piano again. I begged and begged for days and weeks(trust me, its true). Finally they said YES! But I don't have my old piano with me anymore. Coz my parent's sold it away in order to get money to pay for their debts.. Pftt!! So evil..~.. But its okay. So, they asked my piano teacher. Mr.Sebastian Gnai to recommand some very nice pianos from his music school. For your info, my music school sells everything. From merchandises to music books, instruments, materials, stationary and so on. So my teacher did. But the prices were too high. A lot of them are RM10,000++. Coz they are all VERY NEW pianos. Which are most definitely very very nice pianos. My parent's prayed about it and asked God to give me a piano that sounds nice and at a reasonable price and also looks new and nice. A few days later, my parent's saw an ad in the newspaper saying that there are pianos for sale in Summit shopping mall. So my parent's went to see it and found a very nice piano there that cost at RM6000++. But the guy who was selling it, was willing to give my parent's discounts. So when I bought it, it cost about RM4000++. Oh ya, not forgetting that its a second hand piano. I really don't mind as long as I have a piano of my own. I just really thank God that He has answered my parent's prayer and mine as well. Without Him, I wouldn't even have the chance to play piano now. Thank you Lord. Thank You so so much! =). You have really given me a beautiful gift! I will appreciate it very very much. Love You Lord!

Signing off!

To Mummy and Daddy

Both of them are the one's who took care of me ever since I was born. The love that they gave me and the love that they felt towards me. Is indescribable and can never be counted. Whatever I need, they have provide it. The thing that I need most is them and their love. No doubt that they have always been with me and they're love has also always been with me. Even though their not the perfect parents. But to me, they are the best of the best. I couldn't ask for more.



To Daddy,
Always know and remember that God is the Head of the house. But you are always the Man of the house. You have sheltered and protected our family through all the bad times. And has given us joy through everything else. You are the dad who is so funny. Even if you don't make lame jokes, you still make me laugh with your cute dopey face and your clumsiness. You are always the dad who nags a lot. Which is as much as mummy does. But I think that you would win the competition.*winks*. You are always the one who fetches me around. To piano classes, to church and sometimes, going home from school. Just to tell you that I always love the trips that I go with you everytime you fetch me here and there.=).. Even though you are tired, you are still willing to do it just for me. And that is so cool about you daddy. ='(



To Mummy,
You are always the fabbest mum in the whole world. I don't care how fat you say you are. Your just not okay? In my heart and in my eyes, you are always the most beautiful mummy in the whole wide world. You are my best friend and my best mummy. With you, I can always share secrets about my crushes and stuff. But of course now I don't share it coz I don't even have crushes. So don't worry k mummy?? We still share about clothes and our daily lifes right?? Hehe... Even though you upset me with how protective you are at times. And always turning down my school friends' offers of going out with me. I always will understand that you just don't want anything bad to happen to me and that you love me very very much. I love spending time with you, especially on sundays=). Not becoz I get to buy things. But becoz spending time with you is always fun and we always put a smile on each other's face.



To Both of You,
Mummy and Daddy, I know I'm not the perfect daughter. But I'm always trying my best to be YOURS' and ONLY perfect daughter. I know at times my inconsistency really hurt your hearts and your pockets. So, I'm really really sorry about that. But aren't you glad that I'm consistent with my piano?? Hehe.. I'm sorry that I sometimes throw tantrums on both of you just becoz I'm tired or anything. I know thats not how I should act. So, I apologize again. I'm sorry for my uber low grades on my exams. You know that I never liked studies and I'm always bad at them right? So I promise to always try my hardest to score well next time. Mummy and Daddy, I just wanna say again, thank you for all that you have done. You guys have always been the best. I really love both of you so dearly. I don't know what to do if I would ever lose both of you one day. Promise me to always stay strong and healthy kays??




I LOVE U BOTH :)


Loves,
Your Daughter

Chihuahua

I recently feel that Chihuahuas are extremely cute little dogs. Oh, don't get me wrong. I'm a girl who loves Big dogs as well. Dogs like Golden Retriever, or maybe beagle, cocker spaniel etc etc. I just think that small dogs are a lot more easier to take care of, than BIG dogs. But, as you all know. I'm very sensitive to extremely furry things. Animals are 1 of the things that I'm sensitive to. Because of their fur of course. But, if the dog or the animal has very very short furcoats. Then, I'm just okay with it=). I'm sure everyone knows that Chihuahuas are orginated from Mexico. But of course, they don't speak Mexican language don't they?? Haha=D... Well, whether they speak Mexican or not. I still like them very much. Just look at how cute they are...

Look at the heart shape on it's fur.. So adorable..

Awww... So cuuuteee~

Not to mention that nowadays, dogs live even more luxurious than humans-.-

Can somebody pls just get me a Chihuahua!! PLs pls pls pls pls... O.O... Eehehehehe.... Kayz, gtg now.. See ya'll!! Huggsss!! =3

1st of all, I must explain that this is an e-mail sent by a friend. As usual, I thought that it would be interesting to post it in my blog. Hope you guys enjoy reading it! =)

30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know!!

1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are. (oohhh.. reaallyy??)
2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.
3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.
4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.
5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.
6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out with you. (how flattering..=P)
7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us. (why would we anyway??)
8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.
9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool. (my gosh.. this is something that I really wouldn't agree on..)
10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.
11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong.
12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.
13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.
14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter. (I care ar.. so whats your problem?? hahah!!! =D)
15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee. ( Do I really have to know this?? -.-")
16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something 'wrong.'
17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us. (awww... so sweet..)
18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.
19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for.
20. Never kick us in the nuts 'just to see what we would say'. That's just mean.
21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.
22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.
23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.
24. PMS is not an excuse. (well, sorry to say this.. but it is 1 of the reasons why..)
25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.
26. Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't turn us on.
27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.
28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.
29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.
30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.

This is a post that is just made for the SPM students. To all the SPM candidates. Keep on P.U.S.H. It means, pesevere until something happens. To choy meng, yvonne that gang. You guys have been really fun and really caring to me. I'll always remember and love you guys=). To ah go(choy meng), you've always been there to help the prefect community out. And always there to lend an ear for me and serena. Thinking about you leaving school this year is really hard. Coz you have always been there to entertain everybody and always been there to make everybody laugh. You are truly a great person and someone where people can really depend on. Most importantly, you are the best ah go or a friend that anyone could ever have. When you leave school, I'm sure that everyone will remember your name. (since you are so famous in school=P) Haha! Good luck in whatever that you are planning to do in the future. And may God always be with YOU!

To those SPM candidates in puchong cell.. Just to let you all know, HALF of puchong cell members are SPM canditates. And they are all GUYS! Hey ya'll! I've only joined you guys in the year of 2006 and quickly became your cell leader. I never plan for this to happen. But I thank God for it. Becoz, it has really brought me closer to everyone of you and I also got to know everyone of you better. Though I may be upset and disappointed that you guys might not be coming back to cell anymore. But its okay, I understand that everybody has to grow up and move on to college and stuff. But, never forget about where you come from and never forget about God. Most importantly, never forget that your always and forever apart of Puchong Cell. And we back here in Puchong Cell will always miss you guys and love you all very much! =]. Remember to not worry as God has a plan for every1 of you. Every plan is great and it is always to prosper you and not to make you poor. After SPM, remember to come back and visit k?? I love you all very much and will always remember the laughters that we have shared! Love ya'll!

All the guys except for us girls are SPM candidates. The guy with brown hair is not an SPM candidate. Love you guys! Good Luck and God bless!! Huggsss!!

NKOTB's newest song. "Single". So hott!! A little out of age. But, I don't mind =p..

Caution: Global Warming

How do I start this? I really don't know. Guys and girls, man and woman. The young and the old. Global Warming is here and its already happening. I'd have to say that sometimes I think that us as humans. Are extremely selfish. We've heard of people telling us"don't switch on the aircon""don't litter""switch off the tv or whatever that needs electrical support if your not using it" etc etc. We always hear these things but we never seem to obey or listen to them. We never seem to care. Is that right or not? Let me show whats going to happen if YOU as an individual do not care at all.

It CAN be worse than this. You yourselves, know MORE than what I speak of today. What are the cause of global warming? Is it the cause of mother nature or is it US? Did the planet betray us or WE betray the planet? Ask youself that question over and over again. Switching off electrical appliances when we don't use it are what we practice everyday in life. Do you know that by doing so, we can help decrease up to 10% of global warming from getting worse? And with all the aircons and stuff. Do you know why the weather has been getting worse and worse? Its becoz of some people who think that their comfort is more important than anyone else in this world. So they decided to switch on the aircon for hours and hours. If you complain about the heat and sweating a lot. I'd suggest that You buy a stand fan, and just let it blow in front of you so that you'll stop sweating. Why complain about the heat when you yourselves are the CAUSE OF THE HEAT??!! Do you know that just by switching on the aircon for 30mins. You will increase 15% of global warming from getting worse. Thats A LOT right?? Don't just becoz of your comfort, you are will to jepodise the whole world's comfort! I'm speaking of the WHOLE WORLD and NOT an individual. Do you know how many billions and trillions there are? Think about it. Watch this video NOW!

Had enough? Then start going green and be an individual that cares about your planet. The place where God has placed us in. Start doing something about. And start with small steps. It starts in your own home. GO GREEN AND CHANGE FOR THE WORLD.

P.S: I am not here to offend anyone. But to tell you, you need to START doing the RIGHT THING for the planet EARTH that we've been living IN.

Aunt's 37th B'day!

This is my aunt.. Her name is Winnie Cheng. As you know, she's 37 this year. Still young right?? ngehehehe..=P.. She's my dad's youngest sis. Btw, my dad has 6 siblings,know?? Hahaha! A few relatives of mine and I decided to celebrate her b'day in a seafood restaurant in klang. So sorry that I simply do not know the address of this restaurant. But the restaurant's name is "Seafood King".. The food there.. erm... see for yourself lo.. Haha!!

Mummy and I..

The fishiess?? (choy meng's friends.. wakakak=D)

My 2 beautiful cousin sisters.. Celine and Phoebe

My ever so annoying and protective brothers..(trust me.. they ARE very protective of me..)

I feel that Phoebe looks so cute in this pic.. hehe...

The Cheng siblings.. RAWRR!!

My relatives!

The lights in the restaurant.. This is with flash...

This is with no flash.."twinkle twinkle little star.." Lol...

My cousin bro.. My aunt's eldest son (Jackson).. He looks soo... erm... dopey? haha!

My youngest bro.. Rino.. pft.. such an annoying pest.. haha!!

Romeo.. Trying to act cool eh?? haha!

The view of the sea...

Jackson's younger bro.. cute right?? But he is very naughty! Hmph.!

Daddy and I

My brothers caught this accidentally.. muahahaha!! "she was like.. no no NO! delete the pic!" Hahaha!

Steamed fish with Taufu

Deep Fried Crabs with Salted eggs... This was very delicious!

Tom Yam Fish... Yummy yum yum...=P

I know this thing looks like some kind of keropok.. But its actually BITTER GOURD! so bitter wei... >.<

Fried Crabs with sweet and sour sauce.. Ma ma mia!! *thumbs up*

Caution: *red alert**red alert*.. Caught in the act of gluttony!! tsk tsk tsk... I am so disappointed with both of u.. And you call yourselves "parents" Ehehehehehe..

Once again... The mother and the daughter..

Rino and I

Me Myself & I

Romeo and I... Stop acting cool la wei...

The 2 cousins.. Erm... acting as James Bond?

The B'day cake.. I didn't eat it at all. Coz it was full of cheese! Not becoz I'm scared of getting fat or anything. But becoz, I don't like cheese.. Hahaha! (sorry to cheese lovers out there.. But I do like melted cheese on pizzas though.. hehe)

A message to my aunt:

Hey aunty.. Thank you for you. Thank you so much for being such a great aunt all the time. And thank you for always being there for my family through thick and thin. You are forever awesome, and in my opinion. The prettiest aunt in the whole wide world. Keep on running with God. I pray that He will bless you and your children. As you are going through this hard time in life. We as a family, will always be with you like how you did to us before. I love you aunty. Stay young, pretty and healthy forever! God bless u and Happy 37th B'day to YOU! Huggss and Kisses! =)

Signing Off!!