Walking With His Love: Trying too much?

A lot of us try to be someone that we're not when we've fallen for someone who is the complete opposite of us. True that I am no stranger to this fact, cause I've been there done that. If the fella likes football, then you would TRY to love it as well. Wake up at 4.30am to watch the latest game just so that you can keep up with him. TRYING to stay awake even though you can barely survive after watching the game for only 5 mins! Purposely went to buy his favourite football team jersey so that you think you would have something in common. You start playing football even though you hate it and you so don't want to run around just to chase after a ball. Hmmm.. sounds familiar?? ;)

It could be other things as well, like his taste in music. Though he likes heavy rock and you used to BASH that type of music genre, and now you wanna TRY to LOVE it just because he does. Trying to turn yourself into the "hot stuff" that he likes and all that? Yeah.. I think all of us practically went through that phase in life. I have learned through all the heart breaks and crushing on guys, that you just need to be YOURSELF. No point trying to fit yourself into a bubble that you do not belong in. If the guy is really worth your feelings and emotions, he should see and love you for who you are!

So what if I don't like chess? So what if I don't like watching football? So what if I'm not THAT LAME? So what if I don't like to eat what he likes to it?? So what if I'm not the HOT STUFF in town?? So what if I like sappy love stories? So what if I like painting sceneries instead of drawing his FAVOURITE MANGA? So what if I like being a goofball? So what if I like to be quiet and stare into space sometimes? So what if I BURP like a dude sometimes? What you see is what you get man! And I love ME! <3>I contemplated and realized as I grew, the man whom God has chosen for me would not just appreciate and love me for my strengths. But he would love me for my weaknesses as well. He wouldn't compare me with other women because in his eyes', I am special in my own ways. Even when I act like a nutso and an oddball or a goofball. He would cherish and appreciate me for being me, even though I might just choke him up for making me mad! :P He would appreciate and love our differences. He would just hug me and reassure me that everything's going to be alright during bad times, cause he knows hugs are just what I need instead of words. He would stand up for me and laugh with me when I embarrass myself. He wouldn't mind just sitting by my side watching me paint my ugly paintings. He wouldn't mind teaching me some cool tricks that he knows (since many guys would think that women will just be women.. no?) He would encourage me to always trust and depend on God. And to give God more love than him. And the list can go on and on and on. Most of all, he would forever be true and be mine because we love through and with God's love. And for HE loved us first :))

So guys and girls, know that you are truly beautiful from the inside out no matter what people say or think about you. Cause the ones who truly love you and will forever stay, are those who do not expect you to be perfect, but those who see your imperfections as beautiful :) know that God created you as who you are for a reason. For He loves every bit and part of you :) Love yourself, otherwise, how are you able to truly love others? Hug yourself and give yourself some LOVE!! :)) <3