ELMO! :D

Awwww.... I know you love me Elmo:) xD... Sorry la! Can't help myself! Ehehehe... Isn't he the cutest? Just to let you know a little secret of mine. Elmo used to be my childhood 1st love. NgehehehexD... He's just the most adorable little red monster. Who doesn't love Elmo? You tell me?? Haha.. Just to let you know.. Elmo is in his 30s right now and still loving the whole world. Haha!xD..

Yes.. Its true that Elmo has his own show call "Elmo's World". I'm sorry Elmo.. I love you but I'm not really a fan of your show:(.. But, my baby cousin sister does! :D.. So yea, you've got yourself some pretty cute fans over there.. Wait... *slaps meself* why am I talking to him while he doesn't exist?? Lol... Well, he used too when I was a little girl.. (in my dreams:P).. I SO WANT an Elmo plushy. The thing is, there ARE Elmo plushys everywhere. But, they cost quite a lot. Parents' don't wanna buy me 1 since I'm old enough now. But, I still want 1! :P.. So yea, friends out there.. B'day pressie pls??? Hahahah! xD.. Okay, gotta chao now.. Since Elmo said "Elmo loves you".. Heres someone very special in my life who would like to say something to ALL OF YOU! :)

YESSHH! JESUS LOVES YOU! *MORE THAN YOU KNOW:)

GET GREEN:)

Yes, the cute little puppy there says it ALL! FIGHT DIRTY and GET GREEN! Stop littering around, and STOP making mother earth your DIRTY HOME. Lets take the initiative to make mother earth HEALTHIER and a BETTER PLACE FOR EVERYONE to live in!

Do you know that plastic is identified as the most common form of ocean litter? When plastic enters the marine food-chainit devastates marine life and even affect human when they consume seafood that have eaten plastic debris.

This is what we have ALL BEEN EATING! Ah ha! See that now?!

It even gives little girls tummyache..:(

And you start puking continously like Mr. Pumpkin over here does. (wanted to put real human puking pics, but wouldn't wanna ruin your appetite ;) )

SO, what do we do now?? START TAKING CARE OF MOTHER EARTH! GO GREEN! PEACE.OUT!

The Last Song

The Last Song is a novel written by a famous novelist/author who also wrote "A Walk to Remember", "The Notebook", "Dear John" and now the latest "The Last Song". I have the BOOK!!! wahahahaha! xD.. One of the BEST novels that I've ever read in my whole life. Seriously! Its not just about love, kiss here kiss there. No, you won't really get much of that from Nicholas Sparks' books. It has a spiritually thing going on*thumbs up*, love, hope, trust, believe.. And for "The Last Song".. It talks about finding our way back HOME. Wow.. That alone sounds so awesome to me:).. Heres the cover of the book(with movie poster on it)



Yes, the lead actress is Miley Cyrus and the Australian hottie is Liam Hemsworth*drools* haha! xD..



This is actually the original cover and I LOVE IT! =)



This is LIAM HEMSWORTH! An Australian.. aahhhh~ Australia.. Land of Hotties.. hahaha! xD

Let me give you a short synopsis of the book. Seventeen-year-old Veronica 'Ronnie' Miller's life was turned upside-down when her parents divorced and her father moved from New York City to Tybee Island, Georgia. Three years later, she remains angry and alienated from her parents, especially her father ...until her mother decides it would be in everyone's best interest if she spent the summer on Tybee Island with him. Ronnie's father, a former concert pianist and teacher, is living a quiet life in the beach town, immersed in creating a work of art that will become the centerpiece of a local church. The tale that unfolds is an unforgettable story about love in its myriad forms - first love, the love between parents and children - that demonstrates, as only a Nicholas Sparks novel can, the many ways that deeply felt relationships can break our hearts ...and heal them.

Yup, thats practically about it. Itching to have the book?? I HAVE IT! And not borrowing it to any1!! Muahahahha! It cost a LOT kay?? So yea, sorry ppl! :P.. I was blessed to be able to buy it at a 20% discount (MPH warehouse sale that day).. Ehehhehe.. Original price cost about RM60++.. The book is thick. So even at RM60++ its all worth it:).. It made me cry kay? It even made my guy friend cry when I borrowed it to him(thats when I decided not to borrow it to any1 else anymore. Thanks to him!). So yea, its really an awesome book. Grab it ppl! :).. Thats all from me today!



~!CHAO!~**

180degrees

LOL! I'm so so so so SORRY! for the lack of update ppl! Been lazy to update.. :P.. ANYWAY, just wanna do a little bit of sharing on my experience in NS. Don't listen to whatever that people say about it. Of course there will always be pros and cons in everything. But, what I've experienced there was more than... not enough sleep.. spicy food at ALL meals.. crazy and yet awesome trainers.. physically stressful things... I have to say that, I've grown so much there spiritually. I really praise God for sending me there and that I've obeyed Him instead of differing.

God sent awesome friends to be with me. One really inspiring fella to teach me more abt God:)).. And a sista who helped me grow closer to God in a way:).. You'd think that in less than 3 months time we wouldn't experience anything. Trust me, we've experienced more there than being out of NS for 1 whole year. I've experienced yet another heartbreak there. But quickly moved on with the grace of God as the person is never mine. Holy Spirit led me, worked in my heart and showed me whats called LUST and real&pure LOVE:).. Grew closer to God..

Brought a soul back to God:)(to God be the glory!) Went through a bit of an emotional and physical draining.. But all is GOOD. For the Lord is good and His love and mercy endures forever! Amen?? :).. So yea, that kinda sums up everything. If you want to see pics. Go to my fb profile. Coz theres more than hundreds of pic there, seriously!

Alright, back to the topic.. when it comes to 180 degree change.. whats the thing that comes to ur mind?? looks?? body size?? personality??Lol.. But mine, is definitely with the course that I am going to study..! ;) As most of you know, I am crazy about music and wanted to further my studies in it and make a career out of it (being a teacher and stuff). But, when I came back to NS.. God really changed me 180 degree celcius. Yes, I am going to take nursing. I know, shocked right? Yup, that made my parents' unable to sleep for 2 days.Especially my mum, she just couldn't accept the fact that I am going to be a nurse and not a music teacher or a musician.

I really do LOVE music. But, I just don't see myself doing it as a career for the rest of my life. Doing music is not as easy as what ppl think it is. U need more than just skills and brains. You need TALENT. Whether I have it or not now. Doesn't really matter anymore. God really touched my heart and gave me a passion for this career. My mum told me, during those sleepless nights.. God comforted her heart and spoke to her saying that this is the path that He has chosen for me. So yea, obeying it now:)...

Many relatives and friends were really shocked by this transformation. But, at the end.. They all were really sincerely happy for me.. Even more HAPPY now than before when I said that I was doing music. I guess, God really helped me work in their hearts as well. Coz, before this... When I told everybody abt it, their responses were really discouraging.. God really heard my cry.. And therefore, He took care of every1 for me. So now, going to Segi Kota Damansara to take up nursing on the 12th of june. And guess what? Its the ONLY course in Segi that is TOTALLY FULLY COVERED BY THE GOVERNMENT... which means, FULL LOAN!! PTL right?!! I know.. Even though I would have to pay them back by working in the future. At least, I don't need my parents' to work like a nut case right? Plus, I still have 2 younger brothers who are going to study soon. God is really FAITHFUL! Praise Him for His AWESOMENESS&FAITHFULNESS!! :)

HEY PPL!! JUST CAME BACK FROM NS!! WILL UPDATE SOON KAY?? STAY TUNE!! :)

Goodbyes To Everyone and Everything

Today is the last day of me staying at home and stuff. Not that I am leaving forever.. *touch wood touch wood*. But as I said before, I am leaving for NS(National Service). Which I am picked and forced to go to. I am here to say my sorrowful/joyful goodbye(depending on how you want to look at it.. haha). Firstly, goodbyes to my family, friends, my husband(wooyoung), my hottie(hyun joong), my mp3 player, my cds, my piano, my violin, my house, my bed, my bolster, my radio, my fav korean bands, my fav korean drama, my fav tv shows, my computer, internet, rabbits, fishies, facebook, blog and everything else that I won't seeing again for 3 MONTHS!!!

I guess the people and things that I am going to miss the most are my family, friends and every gadget and thing that allows me to play/make or listen to music. Haihz.. my piano and violin...

Msgs:
Parent's: Mum and dad.. I know I didn't do 2009 well with all of my crappy results. And I know sometimes you both wish I could be more like my friends who get good results. But I really appreciate that you both understood that it is just not my thing. You've taught me well and raised me well enough to be able to take care of myself for these 3 months. You both mean the world to me. Even before my friends, music and everything else that is important to me. Because no1 else is as important as both of you.=).. Don't worry about me alright? I will be fine. HUGS AND KISSES!! :)

Brothers: Romeo and Rino.. I am telling you.. You guys are just the most annoying brothers in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD!! But I also know that its because you just care abt me and also its your job as brothers to annoy me..*rolls eyes* I love both of you dearly and pls take care of mummy and daddy while I'm gone for 3 months kay? Take care of the cell and learn from Jason alright? Always rmb to seek God 1st in your lives and pray everytime you get lost on how to lead the cell. Romeo, I know your not too keen about the idea of leading the cell. But you will have fun. I know its a lot of work(thats what I used to think). But I am telling you, it is the BEST job that you can ever find in this whole wide world. You'll get what I mean soon;).. Stay strong kay? I love you!! Rino, your always the cutest and the blurest 1 that you always ended up getting scolded by mummy. Be more alert okay?? Don't wanna see you get scolded by mummy all the time. I know your always dependant on the Lord and you always try your best to listen and to do what He tells you to do. Teach Romeo to listen to God more and to spend time with Him more okay? You are way more smarter than what other ppl think you are. Don't listen to what others say as not everything is true. Ppl may sting you and hurt you with words but always know that in God's eyes and heart. You are one special kid and you are the best! I love you! :)

Friends: Without you guys, I would never have this much fun and without you guys, I don't think that life would be as fun and as interesting as it is. Each and every1 of you have a special place in my heart. I love you all!!! And you have no idea how fortunate I am to call you a friend. =).. We shall hang out after I come back kay?? Hehe.. Charisse, Yevanne, Mei Fong, Max, John New and every other buddies from church. You guys have been awesome!! Thank you so much for your support, comfort and prayers. I love you all so muccchhh!!!!! =).. Hugs hugs hugs!!! Muaaxx muaax muaxx!!

Piano and Violin: Piano, I know ur not a yamaha and kawai branded piano. But my parent's and I chose you for a reason. 1st, your price was quite cheap and reasonable.. xP.. 2nd, your sound is loud and clear compared to all the other yamaha and kawai that they have there. You ARE royality(since the brand name is royal.. =P). Sorry for releasing my grief on you when its my own fault that I am not patient enough. (nope.. I dont bang my piano!! ). 3rd, though your skin colour is ugly, ur still my baby..:) love you to death! Violin, though u only cost RM150 and you don't sound very good. Apparently you kill me with ur hard and low quality strings and you also kill my side jaw with ur low quality wood(its factory made la.. ). I still love you!! Coz without you, I am not able to learn violin and I am sorry for hurting you with my bad playing..=P.. Life would be so hard and boring without both of you ='(.. No worries, I'll come back and play both of you more kay?? LOVES!!!

Mp3 player: you've been my companion whenever I want to listen to quick music and also my companion when I am bored. I can't live without you for sure. (since I can't bring my piano and violin everywhere.. SIao ar..) You will be dearly missed=(

Cell members: You guys have been awesome and great!! Thank you for making me laugh so MUCH in cell. I will always remember all of you with your very own unique personalities. Haha..! xD.. You guys make it so hard for me to leave. When I come back, I'll lecture you one by one! Hahaha... Jkjkjk.. I'm going to miss youuuuuu!!!!!! T.T.. Pls be good and always always spend time with the Lord and grow stronger and bigger in Him okay? When I come back, I wanna see some spiritual changes alright?? Listen to Jason, Romeo and Rino yea?? I looooveeeee youuuu alllll!!!!!! XOXOXO!!!



Okay la.. I don't need to give msgs to everything la.. haha!! I know you guys think that I am going too far with this post. But it is just me. If you know me well enough, I am that type of person who can be super duper deep and sensitive at times. You really don't wanna get into my mind when I become emo. Seriously.. haha! But honestly, this is just the last thing I wanna do before I leave to NS. Just to leave something for you all to remember me with=) I know many of you may ask where is the place and stuff. Let me tell you, its in Bidor, Perak and I will be leaving tmw (Sunday). I have to be at the gathering place (Park & Ride, in front of Sek Alam Shah, Putrajaya) by 8.30am.

I'll see you all in 3 months time!! Loves and Hugs!! :)...

P.S- Max.. rmb to belanja me carls jr kay?? Hahahahaha!! xD

Kissing You Goodbye ='(

Charisse, we've known each other for about 3 years already. We've been besties ever since. You were my mentor, sister, bestie, leader, hunnay and everything else. I love you to death!! Having to let you go and send you off to Boston was one of the toughest thing I had to do so far this year. Seeing you cry when you saw the banner that Jenn Ming made and our signatures on it really tore me apart. It really worries me about whether are you going to be lonely on the plane.. whether your going to cry somemore or not... how are you going to do over there and etc etc.

And it just reminded me of HOW much I am going to miss you. *sobbing*.. When you come back during may, we are going to hang out!! and have sleepovers!! okay okay?? Pls take good care of yourself kay hun?? Rock for Him over there and inspire the ppl around you like how you did over here. God has definitely blessed you in ur life and has definitely shown you favor.. Continue to rise for Him with the gift that He has bestowed upon you.

I love you hunnayyy!!! And I will miss you dearly!! =(...

P.S- Waiting til' the day you come back..=)